Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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When your dealer says "look pal sorry but you're gona have to be there in 10 min or I'm really gona have to leave town for the night"

Swear I just ran a 10 minute drive in 5 minutes 😂 now I'm gona run into the k hole twice as fast 🐴💉😈

Big up my new shoes
 
jhjhsdi said:
When your dealer says "look pal sorry but you're gona have to be there in 10 min or I'm really gona have to leave town for the night"

Swear I just ran a 10 minute drive in 5 minutes 😂 now I'm gona run into the k hole twice as fast 🐴💉😈

Big up my new shoes
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what snickers u bought yo

I have a pair of Vans Old Skool since I know myself, best shoes ever created. Durability, flexibility and cool looking. I still have it with my BMX, haha.
 
Shady's Fox said:
what snickers u bought yo

I have a pair of Vans Old Skool since I know myself, best shoes ever created. Durability, flexibility and cool looking. I still have it with my BMX, haha.
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Reebok classic hi-tops, white, size 13 cunts!
They don't make em like this anymore, true story. I was lucky to find these. 60 quid well spent
 
Not as well spend as the 70 I just spent on 4g of your finest cooked up horse tranquilizers sorry price discussion not allowed but probably swayed a bit here in the abyss am I right? Gona try be good today and only sniff, no IV and faceplant like the other night.... My nose/forehead is still sore

Got loads of cider now too. What a Sunday
 
I AM OUT OF GOOD DRUGS. LIFE IS PAIN. ALL IS LOST.

We have moved from the yellow to the orange threat level. This is a public service announcement.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
oh man I fucked 4 times tonight and i went like 3 days without it

that's like 270 days omg

i would be on the corner looking for "a good time"

my love interest from the love making consumed a bunch of calories and i feel the need to cook all the raw beef i have into one giant hamburger patty and just like shove it down my throat

it's good exercise and i exercised a lot lately and

i asked him do i look thinner

[honest look at my body]

No

😭
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Tell that fucker to get lost.
I've personally decided that I can't be bothered having sex with people who won't tell me I look beautiful or at least pretty. Or at least something nice needs to be said...mind you, it's different for men. With women, the orgasm is far from assured. At least with this woman. There needs to be some species of flattery on the table, even if love is impossible...

Tbh if I am seriously frisky, it's a case of do-it-myself.

Even more depressingly, "seriously frisky" hardly ever happens to me anymore.

Masturbation has become an effort. I grimly force it upon myself as a sort of anti-depressant.
 
Gotta poke peoples eyes out while skull-fucking now? Is this an actual *thing or is someone pulling my leg?
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BK38 said:
I AM OUT OF GOOD DRUGS. LIFE IS PAIN. ALL IS LOST.

We have moved from the yellow to the orange threat level. This is a public service announcement.
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Be calm. You'll sort something out.
If not, who knows, maybe something will sort you out.
I wish something would sort me out...
 
MrsGamp said:
Be calm. You'll sort something out.
If not, who knows, maybe something will sort you out.
I wish something would sort me out...
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I'm not too fussed, just mildly addicted to Phenibut, but I'm tapering down anyways (wasn't taking a huge amount to begin with, but just gonna ease my way to 0). Not like I have a dope habit or something, just out of pot and opiates. I do hope I can get some pot and my tramadol script renewed and I should be just dandy. Don't have a ferocious habit to contend with thankfully.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
for serious though

i have the choice between additional sex in the morning (he basically invited me over i guess he liked it lol) or um... sleeping in for like 13 hours and honestly that sounds pretty fuckin' good

but i think i'll opt for the sex

i'm kind of like half nodding (beers + dabs) but want an antihistamine so i uncontrollably fall asleep and have no nightrmares i am still having nightmares

every doctor i talk to is ok with prescribing me benzos because i'm mentally broken and this life is hard and it is long
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<3<3 Know how you feel
"Life is very long, when you're lonely" (as Morrissey said)
"Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow, creeps in this petty pace" (as Shakespeare says)
Look after yourself and sleep deep and well and God bless you (I said that)
 
BK38 said:
I'm not too fussed, just mildly addicted to Phenibut, but I'm tapering down anyways (wasn't taking a huge amount to begin with, but just gonna ease my way to 0). Not like I have a dope habit or something, just out of pot and opiates. I do hope I can get some pot and my tramadol script renewed and I should be just dandy. Don't have a ferocious habit to contend with thankfully.
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Hey then you're looking good!

I'd be looking good too if I didn't have the benzo thing. I'm on poxy staged supply from GP: she thinks I take just one 5 mg Valium per day. Actually it's more like at least 15 mgs per day now. Unsure because when I run out, have to buy Xanax from drug dealer ... Xanax is of course harder than Valium, so now I am disoriented...

Plus broke. Not outta Valiums altogether, thank goodness. About enough to see me through until payday, when dealer will charge me like a wounded bull for more bloody Xanax.

I hate benzoes.
 
MrsGamp said:
Tell that fucker to get lost.
I've personally decided that I can't be bothered having sex with people who won't tell me I look beautiful or at least pretty. Or at least something nice needs to be said...mind you, it's different for men. With women, the orgasm is far from assured. At least with this woman. There needs to be some species of flattery on the table, even if love is impossible...

Tbh if I am seriously frisky, it's a case of do-it-myself.

Even more depressingly, "seriously frisky" hardly ever happens to me anymore.

Masturbation has become an effort. I grimly force it upon myself as a sort of anti-depressant.
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Oh but I wanted the truth

And he compliments my body a lot

I can live w/ the fat
 
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