Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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buying into the value of life without any logical purpose
Oh Cap... Life has 3 purposes. 1) Live. 2) Procreate to ensure survival of the species. 3) Die. Everthing else is just fillers to keep us entertained. Sex entertains you for e.g. and without it you go into withdrawal from the physical 'high' of orgasm as well as the psychological high of being wanted (no offense, criticism or judgement intended)
 
Oh Cap... Life has 3 purposes. 1) Live. 2) Procreate to ensure survival of the species. 3) Die. Everthing else is just fillers to keep us entertained. Sex entertains you for e.g. and without it you go into withdrawal from the physical 'high' of orgasm as well as the psychological high of being wanted (no offense, criticism or judgement intended)
that's not true i typically think/feel this way

sometimes i lapse into lifelover values but typically not

tyvm for your continued positivity <3
 
i don't feel wanted in the bedroom or needed

i'm just good at what i do and i do it well

i'm totes ok alone now and am not always requiring someone else it just helps w/ the grief i don't deal w/ it well alone

js

ok cupcake <3 <3

ilu

haven't drank yet today but am feeling kinda blissful doin nothin waiting on hopefully return of normal sleep patter lul not gonnna work i think
 
died more times than i can count

came back inside a meat bag every time

once i was a snowflake but i melted

another time i was a sunflower

mostly am ppl

i am thinking BIRD in the next life
So what's it like being dead. Closest I came, it was very peaceful. No panic, just a fade way...Didn't actually make it all the way so would love to hear from someone who did.
 
i'm totes ok alone now and am not always requiring someone else it just helps w/ the grief i don't deal w/ it well alone
OK, so I dunno then. When you have no butt, you're miserable and grumpy (several hundred posts will attest to this. As soon as you know your BF is coming over you happy as pig-in-shit. So what is it bro? You permanently horny, or you crave company?
 
So what's it like being dead. Closest I came, it was very peaceful. No panic, just a fade way...Didn't actually make it all the way so would love to hear from someone who did.
It's hard to put into words. It's very much like another reality I couldn't begin to describe very well.

There is a state of total freedom of being disembodied and you can embody anything, any perspective. You are still alive but totally dead at the same time. It's exhilarating. Like a continuous out of body experience.

Then again that is kind of terrifying for people who don't want that to happen I guess... and I often struggle with it like I was the other day I guess sometimes I end up smoking enough weed, get the munchies and eventually cycle back to needing to fuck? Not sure. Still haven't fucked. Backed up and balls gonna cum eventually. The last time I went this long it hurt to cum and it felt like pain/relieving to let it all out
 
OK, so I dunno then. When you have no butt, you're miserable and grumpy (several hundred posts will attest to this. As soon as you know your BF is coming over you happy as pig-in-shit. So what is it bro? You permanently horny, or you crave company?
the misery is because of lockdown, the virus, the DEEP STATE CONSPIRACY etc <3

i am often miserable when i wake up -> until later in day

and sex is healthy and normal so perhaps permaboner
 
OK, so I dunno then. When you have no butt, you're miserable and grumpy (several hundred posts will attest to this. As soon as you know your BF is coming over you happy as pig-in-shit. So what is it bro? You permanently horny, or you crave company?
and this is what makes @Captain.Heroin CAPTAIN.HEROIN.. unigue and in his own way that is so in your face but also the blatant truth. call a spade a spade. I love people who dont beat around the bush.

Much love

edit: :ROFLMAO: @empeebee (stoner moment)
 
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i am brutally emotionally honest

i'm not in control of the feelings and ppl try to blame themselves for their depression -> more depression

owning it makes you get over it hence why i'm smiling and smoking pot and about to pack another bong

lockdownwithmycockdown

but will likely get it hard tonight
 
There is a state of total freedom of being disembodied and you can embody anything, any perspective. You are still alive but totally dead at the same time. It's exhilarating. Like a continuous out of body experience.
Yeah, about the same for me. You're kinda self-aware, but from a distance. Not exhilarating for me, just very peaceful but to each their own I guess.
 
Yeah, about the same for me. You're kinda self-aware, but from a distance. Not exhilarating for me, just very peaceful but to each their own I guess.

this one experience it was so exhilarating i witnessed my death and felt myself die and dissolve back into elements and become absorbed by the earth right where i was

and then started to inhabit consciousness/bodies of others at least half a mile away and i could hear their thoughts, and their speech

as if i was them and they didn't know they were being inhabited by another conscious being
 
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