Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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yah, gotta go grab some sugar lolol.
already had the energy drinks. it's trying to help.
 
schizopath said:
Holy fuck. Was he fucking stupid or really fucking stupid?

RIP anyways, I knew a person like that too and hes dead... surprisingly...
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He was actually a well clever guy. Just had an extremely unfortunate last few-5 years of his life, dad died of alcoholism, Mrs left him, stopped him seeing his kid, mum and brother disowned him, prison, leading to opiate and spice addiction, homelessness, stealing, he just stopped caring I guess. He tried to kill himself in accommodated housing with a 4g shot of H, wrote suicide notes to be given to his mum, daughter the lot, but he came back round, due to a mix of his massive opiate tolerance/the fact the gear was utter shit. He was well annoyed about that lol.

He's in a better place now 🙏 but it's still a massive shame things went the way they dead. I miss him like fuck. But, I'm glad I'm not seeing him in pain, doing stupid shit like what I've shared about him anymore. He was too far gone to be changed. Stuck in self destruct. He'd had counseling, rehab a few times, been admitted to the nut house twice (amphet psychosis), prison twice. Nothing helped. He was on a 1-way flight to total annihilation.
Although, I don't think his actual death was planned :/
 
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DeadManWalkin' said:
Maybe you had them, but you supressed them because you had too much of them. You need positive experiences so you are subconsciosly ready to actually start feeling again.
ALSO, WHY THERE'S CONVERSATION AND I GET NO NOTIFICATIONS?
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I dunno. I did have way too many feelings, like so many. My ex really fucked my head up, he did a lot of fucked up shit and to say that relationship was an emotional roller coaster would be an understatement. I've had plenty of positive experiences in the past 5 years, but it's like my brain is on permanent self defense mode. No feelings allowed, unless I'm hanging out with my son
 
jose ribas da silva said:
That's a joke, a napkin-like general financed by the US and supporting reactionary ideals?

DASTARD! we had the same kind in Brazil
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Pinochet was a great dude.

His economic reform lead to lots of prosperity.
There was 1000% inflation with communists, then he came into power. No more inflation, poverty rates dropped. He also gave up power willingly with democratic elections, which he almost won too.
 
LadyAlkaline said:
I dunno. I did have way too many feelings, like so many. My ex really fucked my head up, he did a lot of fucked up shit and to say that relationship was an emotional roller coaster would be an understatement. I've had plenty of positive experiences in the past 5 years, but it's like my brain is on permanent self defense mode. No feelings allowed, unless I'm hanging out with my son
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You have a son? Really beatiful thing. I have seen your posts and liked them, it's great to learn more about you. From what i have seen you seem like caring person.
Maybe you need to sort out things with your ex? Tell him what he did and that he's not allowed to do it anymore to anyone else and you'll feel better. I told this one girl to send message to her rapist, who was messaging her all the time, he raped her when she had done lots of GHB and took humiliating pictures of her, but claimed later that the girl asked for it. The girl realized the truth after she saw the pictures on his phone. She told him that she can't communicate with him anymore and that she knows what he did and he can't hide it with his acting. It made her feel so much better, because she felt like she set boundaries and for first time in long time was actually looking out for her own interests. I don't know about your situation, but i hope i can offer you some help.
I wish you the best.
 
I wish the medical system would be more helpful quite frequently.
I mean there is good health care. . . . but reallyyyyy. sori bout ned situation.
 
The Wizard of the Creek said:
When I was 16-17, I use to crush up my zoloft and sprinkle it on my morning bong rip, shotgun a couple of natty lights, and drive to high school. I’m not bragging, it’s just something I did.
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Zoloft? Rings a bell. Is that morphine capsules? Never knew you could smoke them.
Saying that, you CAN'T smoke some of the shit I did in my teens, doesn't mean it stopped me trying 😂
The things you do in your teens hey
 
The Wizard of the Creek said:
When I was 16-17, I use to crush up my zoloft and sprinkle it on my morning bong rip, shotgun a couple of natty lights, and drive to high school. I’m not bragging, it’s just something I did.
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really ! that's an amazing story.
gawd there was so much wind here today and cold wind. there was like a tornado or something yesterday maybe in Iowa

i sitting here shivering right now lolol.
oh gawddfdd i need sugaaaaaar.

its a drug loooooooooooool
 
The Wizard of the Creek said:
When I was 16-17, I use to crush up my zoloft and sprinkle it on my morning bong rip, shotgun a couple of natty lights, and drive to high school. I’m not bragging, it’s just something I did.
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Bong & btl of Sauza blue agave in the glove box for me at that time
except a buncha 17 yr. friends had cars already, so it was in the school parking lot

Edit: then orange sunshine dots' for lunch along with some more fermented agave
 
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