Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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Don't know why im sad when all the neighbors sit outside and drink coffe and talk and no one asked me lol im to socially anxious to go out and talk to them anyways and I don't like them but I still feel left out lool sad
 
I didn't even realise we had an abyss 2. Did the last one hit 1k pages then?
I ain't been on BL loads the past week or so. Been too busy setting up tinder/bumble/pof.
Day 37 of being single, I am so fucking horny, this ain't cool.
I should have thought more about leaving here while the fucking lockdown is still on, online dating is shit
 
Who's going to be a halfway decent human and actually productive today? That's right, this guy right here! 3 hrs of work minimum today BK, you can do it, it's not that hard and don't you want to feel good about yourself? Don't you want to make progress instead of languishing away at 30 at your fucking mom's house? Don't you want to get laid and have money in your pocket again? Well it's not going to happen browsing reddit and bluelight and playing games of Civ VI or making music mixes or drawing. It's going to take work and lots of it! 3 piddly fucking hours of nose-to-the-grind-stone work today. Just start with that. You must start at 1pm BK, that gives you 2 hours to fuck around and shower and eat something, then, WORK you stupid fuck!
This is the most constructive thing I"Ve read recently. Despite the obviousness of needing to work if you are to "live" in any meaningful sense, it's easy to forget about the NEED for WORK when you are unemployed and/or depressed and/or problematically drug dependent.
I am all three plus in less than fabulous health but would be up any to any crummy job I could find, provided it wasn't a job that entailed "heavy lifting".
Not cos I am too good for heavy lifting, but because I'm literally too lame (gimpy knee). Despite having a fucking PhD (or maybe because of the PhD) no-one wants me for any other kinds of jobs.
I've worked for lawyers, I've also been a high school teacher, and in my halcyon days was a university lecturer.
But I've been outta work for 18 months plus now. Employers don't want to hire unemployed people. The most mediocre applicant who is already in work will always be preferred over stupid old unemployed showboats like me, with redundant university degrees and clothes that smell of cigs and cat hair.
If you have constructive suggestions as to how someone like me could find even a voluntary online sort of occupation...?to start with?
 
This is the most constructive thing I"Ve read recently. Despite the obviousness of needing to work if you are to "live" in any meaningful sense, it's easy to forget about the NEED for WORK when you are unemployed and/or depressed and/or problematically drug dependent.
I am all three plus in less than fabulous health but would be up any to any crummy job I could find, provided it wasn't a job that entailed "heavy lifting".
Not cos I am too good for heavy lifting, but because I'm literally too lame (gimpy knee). Despite having a fucking PhD (or maybe because of the PhD) no-one wants me for any other kinds of jobs.
I've worked for lawyers, I've also been a high school teacher, and in my halcyon days was a university lecturer.
But I've been outta work for 18 months plus now. Employers don't want to hire unemployed people. The most mediocre applicant who is already in work will always be preferred over stupid old unemployed showboats like me, with redundant university degrees and clothes that smell of cigs and cat hair.
If you have constructive suggestions as to how someone like me could find even a voluntary online sort of occupation...?to start with?

Well, I know how it is and I've been out of work for almost 10 months now besides the occasional freelance work. It can definitely be tough at the beginning to get going again (I'm in that phase right now). If you're not picky about what you do and have a relatively polished CV that's to the point about what skills you have and services you can offer and you are diligent about looking for work, you'll score some. Given the circumstances you've outlined, I think I have three sites that might be of use to you. The first thing to do would be registering on those sites. Next, start developing your profile and polishing up your CV (fill the employment gap with some BS about some kind of self-development, writing your memoir etc... you have a PhD, no one will think twice... Hell, say you were on sabbatical). If you can, get some references together and maybe samples of past work. Finally, apply for every job that you might be remotely qualified for. Everyone is hurting because of Covid, so competition is fierce, but apply early and often, keep your rates reasonable and you might have some success. I mostly do free-lance writing work and occasional translation stuff (Chinese-English and vice versa).

1. https://www.fiverr.com/

2. https://www.upwork.com/

3. https://www.guru.com/

There are more freelancing-type gigs out there, so I'd also do my own research. You might also look into online English teaching with companies like Magic Ears (though that does require some upfront investment in props, a decent webcam and headset):

https://t.mmears.com/v2/

Good luck!
 
I'm an international man with an international plan
From the shores of Shanghai to the green fields of Ohio
Never fast and never slow,
I'll be standing still but my eyes say go

-BK38
 
Been too busy setting up tinder/bumble/pof.
Day 37 of being single, I am so fucking horny, this ain't cool.

Good luck. I found POF hopeless, Bumble useful for unresponsive chats with the great disengaged, and Tinder was where I met my last boyfriend.
 
Well, I know how it is and I've been out of work for almost 10 months now besides the occasional freelance work. It can definitely be tough at the beginning to get going again (I'm in that phase right now). If you're not picky about what you do and have a relatively polished CV that's to the point about what skills you have and services you can offer and you are diligent about looking for work, you'll score some. Given the circumstances you've outlined, I think I have three sites that might be of use to you. The first thing to do would be registering on those sites. Next, start developing your profile and polishing up your CV (fill the employment gap with some BS about some kind of self-development, writing your memoir etc... you have a PhD, no one will think twice... Hell, say you were on sabbatical). If you can, get some references together and maybe samples of past work. Finally, apply for every job that you might be remotely qualified for. Everyone is hurting because of Covid, so competition is fierce, but apply early and often, keep your rates reasonable and you might have some success. I mostly do free-lance writing work and occasional translation stuff (Chinese-English and vice versa).

1. https://www.fiverr.com/

2. https://www.upwork.com/

3. https://www.guru.com/

There are more freelancing-type gigs out there, so I'd also do my own research. You might also look into online English teaching with companies like Magic Ears (though that does require some upfront investment in props, a decent webcam and headset):

https://t.mmears.com/v2/

Good luck!
Brilliant! What valuable advice ... I'll certainly look into it!
 
Good luck. I found POF hopeless, Bumble useful for unresponsive chats with the great disengaged, and Tinder was where I met my last boyfriend.

Pof seems shite tbh. Full of fake profiles and bots. Bumble seems to have a fair few fakes too, plus only allows so many swipes a day before you have to pay. I was on tinder for 2 days before, just over 2 years ago, that's where my last relationship started (matched with a friend and we met up for a no strings attached and it went really well and we carried it on) but tinder thesedays also has a swipe limit every 12 hours unless you want to pay, you also have to pay to see who has liked you :/
Just got badoo too but seems the same. Just begging you to pay for premium.

I can't fucking wait until the pubs re-open lol
 
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I love pasta. Chilli sauce?

Didn't have much in the house, so it's just pasta and chicken with some shallots, garlic and oregano and some really nice olive oil from Cyprus. Just for the gainz bruh.
 
I never feel lonely when I have pasta. Is this how people get fat?
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