Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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JoEhJoEh said:
I cannot imagine a BL without a Captain.Heroin! I'm so sorry for you - I know how it feels when everything is getting to much and you have no other idea. But don't you think you can sort everything out piece after piece and for that you "just" take a brake here?

I hope you stay.

JJ
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If I had a gun and a time machine I could make everything OK.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
If I had a gun and a time machine I could make everything OK.
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JoEhJoEh said:
Wasn't it you who ever and ever wrote to users - everything will be fine, you have to work on it, take your time - and you? You leave so many people alone? Why not having a bigger brake and then see if yes or no?

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If it was true then doing the right thing would get an ideal outcome. In this situation, I have learned I am damned if I do and damned if I don't. Quite literally. Or rather I was damned because I didn't.

I've been fucked over for doing the right thing before. It just never gets easier.

I'm sure in a week I'll feel different.
 
Cap, i know this is gonna sound stupid but...
do you exercise at all? i got so motherfucking bored when i quit partying i finally just went for a walk one day. ended up getting in 6 miles that day. thought i was gonna die the next morning but now i do 3 miles everyday. game changer for me. give it a try for a week?
 
ghostandthedarknes said:
Cap, i know this is gonna sound stupid but...
do you exercise at all? i got so motherfucking bored when i quit partying i finally just went for a walk one day. ended up getting in 6 miles that day. thought i was gonna die the next morning but now i do 3 miles everyday. game changer for me. give it a try for a week?
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I do every now and then escape this plane and go hiking around 15 miles at a time.

The pandemic makes me hesitant to go outside and I am still physically recovering, almost completely healed, from the last time I went out and got injured. I have taken precautions so it shouldn't happen again but yeah whatever.

I probably should and it would help me get away from all these toxic people and their disgusting lives.

I want to wait at least a week to know this guy really isn't into me anymore, ask for my stuff back and just move on. I will likely wait at least a month if not until 2021 until I start looking for another Pedro or Jamal.
 
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