Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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Hi cunts
How are you all
I. Am. Drunk and it's only 4pm
I am definitely whoring myself out to the 40yr old again tonight
She 'lends' me money for drugs when I ask for it. Acting like she'll do them with me. And when I racking up lines I say "are you having one" and she says yes then when it comes to it she says "actually no I'm alright"
And I end up doing the whole 5g
And lick her out and diddle her g spot make her cum a load of times and then when I am leaving and mention about when I'll be paying her back the money she says "oh don't worry about it"
I am basically a whore, right?

Not like I care tbh

#willdostuff4drugs


Feel kinda bad cuz when she last drove us down to score she got a parking ticket haha
I offered to pay it though, and she didn't say fuck all 🤷‍♂️she wants me to go round tonight but ngl I'm only really keen if she's 'lending' me another 100 quid, so I can get wonky as cunts and block my nose up with ket before I get my head between her legs 😂😂😂
 
I'm not normally this much of a cunt tbh but considering I am most likely going jail for 1-3 years in less than 3 weeks I'm taking every opportunity to get drugs/booze/free drugs+booze/blow jobs I can 🤷‍♂️
 
I'm pretty good, jhjhjaddvas, just woke up, yesterday was fun as fuck, took phenibut, gabapentin, and lyrica. Feeling real cloudy this morning but good, and still no krstom withdrawal, which bodes well for my buddy and I at our detox retreat, we have a few days planned on gabapentin/lyrica to help us get through withdrawals.

w01fg4ng said:
Nice. Sometimes sex and talking isn't enough for relationships. Sometimes it's just about being there and appreciating each others company.

A month sounds difficult, I've been separated from my partner for that long a couple times it is not easy but it makes it a lot easier to know you have her there waiting for you at the end of your journey. I'm sure it will be worth it for both you and her.
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Yeah she goes to California for a month or so once a year to trim buds, so we are separated that long every year (last year she didn't go though), but the difference is that I am really social and spend lots of time with friends, and she has a hard time being social and her only close friend in town is no longer here . But she made a new friend this year (my bandmate's girlfriend) who I asked to make sure to reach out to her.

But yeah totally worth it, I'm committed to coming out of this no longer doing addictive drugs which is going to be good for both of us.

jose ribas da silva said:
I am back after a while, sorry for the absence, but I am here again, renewed, my hate is bigger than ever
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What's up dude, I was just wondering about you yesterday. :) How you doing? Other than the hate?

w01fg4ng said:
It taste salty though.
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