Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Schizophrenia

For me it seems to be only delusional disorder (atleast mostly)

 

[Coxenormous]

For me it seems to be only delusional disorder (atleast mostly)

When they took me off addy I went batshit dude went into bad psychosis. Made me attempt suicide at one point in time, but it’s like I snapped out of it. That’s why I try to explain to people the brain can be healed.

 

[Coxenormous]

I even got caught walking with a gasoline can to my ex’s house. I was going to burn her shit down

 

[Coxenormous]

Meth literally saved me from a prison sentence. Ik it sounds funny, but something so illegal saved me from doing something really bad

 

[Coxenormous]

I didn’t know what to call the psychosis so I blamed witchcraft and pointed fingures at my Ex lol she did practice it tho. I’ll never know

 

[Coxenormous]

She did do something fucked up tho, thats another reason I did what I did to her property, but atleast it wasn’t fire

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Before I started antipsychotics I had more or less constant psychosis which just changed in its intensity. Oh wait I still do, but nowadays its something that I can look at objectively.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Unless Im very stressed out

BAN STRESS 2020

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

dreams and delusions about their reality and potential future?

Delusions keep me going
Illusions keep me hoping

 

[CFC]

Before I started antipsychotics I had more or less constant psychosis which just changed in its intensity. Oh wait I still do, but nowadays its something that I can look at objectively.

sounds shitty mate

i've never had psychosis. tho perma depression is arguably a kind of psychosis i guess

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

After having it for years, I can deal with it quite well. I got it pretty well together and have had luck with my life so its not even really bad.

I feel you on the depression part. I always had it but just masked it and shit.

 

[Coxenormous]

Before I started antipsychotics I had more or less constant psychosis which just changed in its intensity. Oh wait I still do, but nowadays its something that I can look at objectively.

Sorry was reading something lol, but yeah you can't fully get rid of psychosis, but you can kinda learn to control/handle it.

 

[Coxenormous]

I just smoked a kush bowl on top of the other shit, I'm feeling really spiffy right now

 

[Coxenormous]

Weed & Meth is a great mixture for me. Weed adds the missing euphoric effect that I can't seem to get by Meth by itself :/

 

[Coxenormous]

You know you're feeling great when you start nodding your head to music as if you feel it in your soul lol

 

[Coxenormous]

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

I remember when I said this is gonna be the summer of em all. Now half of it is already gone and I cant remember 98% of this summer. Iirc

 

[MrsGamp]

actually there is my daughter, without whom I wouldn't even HAVE a Spotify playlist (she gave me her old phone which comes equipped with access to Spotify "premium"
...but I hardly ever see her. supposedly she is coming on Friday...
in other news had really DUD sex last Friday, and am trying to write a "marketable" Internet horror novel, using tips gleaned from a book call Write a Marketable Internet Novel in 30 Days...
just thinkin' aloud on duh train..
as a sidenote, someone really needs to do a punk cover of "Rasputin" by Boney M...

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

 

[Coxenormous]