I'm sure you could hogtie me, flog me, and throw me in a writhing pinfold without reason or any regards to the "rights" supposedly guaranteed by my "constitution," fashion a beard on my face and call me a terrorist, or a cultist, or any one of these fear-mongering yellow phrases they love to kick around and print in bold to evoke an instant emotional response resulting in fear and slow, nagging, brooding knot in the back of the soft brains attached to those who read that utter shit.
Wow. That went awry relatively fast. These abhorred digressions are going to do me in.
Morning: 1 cup coffee, 1mg klonopin, 75mg pregabalin branded, 10mg adderall branded, 75 mg wellbutrin. If only I had some 5 meo mipt with a dash of methoxetamine for good measure I'd make a goddamn fast day out of this free one. Soon enough.
This is relevant to my screed. Read upwards, name brand was all they carried but since I have medicaid they were free. Only good thing about being poor and one argument away from homelessness is you'll get free medical care. This planet is ridiculous.
End installment two.______________________________________
Yeah. I haven't been writing here, been busy trying to drum up some leads on a second job. Those bastard online applications are the most asinine, bedlamite excercises in futility I've ever seen. I have a resume. Let me email it to you and talk with me directly, asshole.
Don't give me one of those mindless quiz's that anyone with half a brain is going to answer correctly. Are there really motherfuckers out there that ignorant as to require some of the questions these tests utilize?
Maybe I give too much credit to the intelligence level of the common man, or at least the "with-it" credibility that goes with knowing that life is not a destination, simply a drama. When you get on the dance floor your intention is by no means to end up in a particular place, nor do musicians play only the final crashing note then get up, bow and leave to a bemused audience. Life is a drama. It is THE drama in fact, and you're it friend. You're the main character. You, incidentally, also happen to be everyone else. Even those evil fuckers you think should really be killed in front of a live audience. There's no seperation. Nature isn't something outside of you, your ego is nothing but a carefully constructed illusion incited by a misled social system in which we're all bonded and stamped right from birth.
That's what happens when you go from a partnership society, whereas everyones welfare is shared communally and it's in the interest of the social group to care for one another, and not even out some misguided empathy pipedream, but simply because that's the way it works.
An isolationist dominator culture completely driven by the tenents of fascism and volatile, unyielding cupidity will always feel alone, desperate, hopeless. We're social beings, restricting us to an [often] broken family and leaving us completely alone at 18 without being instructed and given the knowledge/skills of basic survival. It was commonly accepted in the last 40-50 years that one went directly to college (and into debt) and typically were supported by their parents throughout this time, at least partially in quite a few cases. Their parents had money. This generation (I'm 26 born July 3rd, 1985 at Mineola Hospital, just like Lenny Bruce) I can't envision having any money by retirement, or upon their decision to procreate, something I believe is selfish and irresponsible with a population of 9billion globally and growing at an exponential rate. It doubles every 36 years currently last I checked, and may even grow larger.
"The only honest art form is laughter, comedy. You can't fake it... try to fake three laughs in an hour - ha ha ha ha ha - they'll take you away, man. You can't."
-Lenny Bruce
“I rode with him in a taxi once,only for a mile and a half. Seemed like it took a couple of months” – Bob Dylan
“Lenny Bruce died from an overdose of police” – Phil Spector
“Bruce stands up against all limitations on the flesh and spirit, and someday they are going to crush him for it.” – The New York Post
So the dominant query of the day, is "how do we escape structure?" Brood on that one for a while my drug-addled family.
This isn't rhetorical I'm looking for responses and opinions. Personally I think it's impossible, barring that you don't move to the amazon and become accepted by a tribal group that lives outside the boundaries of this technological, effortlessly exploited culture that the very few benefit greatly from, and the lock up the food.
Why lock up the food? That requires no answer.
Plans for the day off?
"Be still and know."
Wow. That went awry relatively fast. These abhorred digressions are going to do me in.
Morning: 1 cup coffee, 1mg klonopin, 75mg pregabalin branded, 10mg adderall branded, 75 mg wellbutrin. If only I had some 5 meo mipt with a dash of methoxetamine for good measure I'd make a goddamn fast day out of this free one. Soon enough.
This is relevant to my screed. Read upwards, name brand was all they carried but since I have medicaid they were free. Only good thing about being poor and one argument away from homelessness is you'll get free medical care. This planet is ridiculous.
End installment two.______________________________________
Yeah. I haven't been writing here, been busy trying to drum up some leads on a second job. Those bastard online applications are the most asinine, bedlamite excercises in futility I've ever seen. I have a resume. Let me email it to you and talk with me directly, asshole.
Don't give me one of those mindless quiz's that anyone with half a brain is going to answer correctly. Are there really motherfuckers out there that ignorant as to require some of the questions these tests utilize?
Maybe I give too much credit to the intelligence level of the common man, or at least the "with-it" credibility that goes with knowing that life is not a destination, simply a drama. When you get on the dance floor your intention is by no means to end up in a particular place, nor do musicians play only the final crashing note then get up, bow and leave to a bemused audience. Life is a drama. It is THE drama in fact, and you're it friend. You're the main character. You, incidentally, also happen to be everyone else. Even those evil fuckers you think should really be killed in front of a live audience. There's no seperation. Nature isn't something outside of you, your ego is nothing but a carefully constructed illusion incited by a misled social system in which we're all bonded and stamped right from birth.
That's what happens when you go from a partnership society, whereas everyones welfare is shared communally and it's in the interest of the social group to care for one another, and not even out some misguided empathy pipedream, but simply because that's the way it works.
An isolationist dominator culture completely driven by the tenents of fascism and volatile, unyielding cupidity will always feel alone, desperate, hopeless. We're social beings, restricting us to an [often] broken family and leaving us completely alone at 18 without being instructed and given the knowledge/skills of basic survival. It was commonly accepted in the last 40-50 years that one went directly to college (and into debt) and typically were supported by their parents throughout this time, at least partially in quite a few cases. Their parents had money. This generation (I'm 26 born July 3rd, 1985 at Mineola Hospital, just like Lenny Bruce) I can't envision having any money by retirement, or upon their decision to procreate, something I believe is selfish and irresponsible with a population of 9billion globally and growing at an exponential rate. It doubles every 36 years currently last I checked, and may even grow larger.
"The only honest art form is laughter, comedy. You can't fake it... try to fake three laughs in an hour - ha ha ha ha ha - they'll take you away, man. You can't."
-Lenny Bruce
“I rode with him in a taxi once,only for a mile and a half. Seemed like it took a couple of months” – Bob Dylan
“Lenny Bruce died from an overdose of police” – Phil Spector
“Bruce stands up against all limitations on the flesh and spirit, and someday they are going to crush him for it.” – The New York Post
So the dominant query of the day, is "how do we escape structure?" Brood on that one for a while my drug-addled family.
This isn't rhetorical I'm looking for responses and opinions. Personally I think it's impossible, barring that you don't move to the amazon and become accepted by a tribal group that lives outside the boundaries of this technological, effortlessly exploited culture that the very few benefit greatly from, and the lock up the food.
Why lock up the food? That requires no answer.
Plans for the day off?
"Be still and know."