Hi Vintage, Hi All bluelighters,
Ive been on a prescribed opiate of some sort scince i was 21 ish due to opiate dependance and pain issues. Im in a dillema on what to say about meds when i go see my doc in around 18 hours. Ive been prescribed mainly methadone until about 2011. I was on fentanyl patches 100mcg replaced every 48-72 hours and methadone at the same time.
I was also using upto 100mg of oral morphine a day on top bought of the street so my doc agreed to change me to 12 hourly morphine. I started on 50mg x 2 daily and had to go up to 150 twice daily to feel comftable after coming off my methadone and patches as same time (but not sedated or high in anyway). 3 years+ down the line Im really struggling with my morphine dose at the moment (this is only opiate i get now I did used to get methadone and fentanyl up untill about early 2011 ) and am so tempted to go back on fentanyl if im allowed to.
Its a dam strong drug fentanyl but it really lacks euphoria, this is the reason i changed to morphine in first place but i have become so tollerant with it i am going to have to try and ask for an alternative opiate to try (we are very limited here no hydrocodone or oxymorphone in the uk or that levorphanol either i dont think

We have palladone and oxycodone but these are very rarely prescribed normally) I might ask to swap half of my ms contin dose for 37-62mcg fentanyl patch. Im unsure if i could get a small amount of a few different opioids to decide what one works best for me so think im gonna have to ask for the fentanyl back. I so miss being able to suck on 1/6-1/4 of a 100mcg patch when having bad days. 1-4mg of fentanyl sublingually/bucally is stomping when in bad pain. Can anyone think of any strong opiates used in uk that i have not mentioned ??? Unfortunatly out the synthetics dextromoramide (Palfium) is no supposedly no longer stocked by uk pharmacys scince about 2004-2005, Phenazocine or Narphen thats 3-4x stronger than morphine orally like palfium was discontinued in 2001. So generic dipipanone (Diconal) is the last one left i think now but is probably out the question and to be honest id be a little scared to mention it in case doc thinks bad things and stops my px. I could not cope on methadone now, even though some people say id get more of 100mg methadone than 150mg 2x daily of 12 hourly morphine !!!!
ugo2slo4me i dont think benzos will help him instead of the opiates hes on unless vintage is looking to detox. Nitrazepam and Diazepam are good detox tools when used correctly but to suggest vintage do that could be dangerous as fitting can be induced from opiate cold turkey although uncomman compared to benzo's but strong opioids specially methadone pethidine and fentanyl.
I dont know what to do maybe i should start my own thread but then i gotta go bed in bout 20 mins

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is the word lol. Ive Also worked out how to drain the d trans matrix type patches of their fentanyl for dilution for other uses
Also is it true that the fentanyl in the patches is in a freebase form and not the citrate at 1:1 ratio ?!?!? If it is then that means the 200mcg lollypops only contain 100mcg as fentanyl freebase.
@Boredswfl IMO The correct conversion from oxycontin or oxycodone 60mg daily to methadone is between 15 and 30mg daily due to accumulation and methadones very high oral bio thats higher than oxy (oxy is about 65% and methadone is about 80% effective orally which is why injectable methadone is only a fraction stronger compared to same oral dose. Plus it is also 2x stronger at least than oxycodone probably more . Do not exceed 15mg to start then a maximum 20-30mg for 5-7 days as methadone accumulates a lot in most people.
In the uk they use a heavily diluted 1mg/1ml mixture to allow for tiny dose increments. Methadone tablets do not even exist here except as physeptone 5mg tablets but these are only licensed for pain and when addicts travel abroad. We have a blue concentrated solution thats 10mg per ml and a brown one that is 20mg per ml (the blue sugar free one is injectable because its like water that just tinted blue. The brown one is probably too as long as its sugar free. Its not gloopy like the usa concentrates like that pink stuff either but im suprised your methadone tablets go upto 40-45mg each specially the water soluble ones. People would inject those here in the uk and love it. The long lasting heroin hits we used to get from cooking up with blue methadone instead of water was unreal.
Also having been on methadone myself for years on end i look at methadone not as a antagonist but not a full agonist either. Maybe a agonist with blocking properties would be a good description of it . I think its more of a receptor soaker if you get what i mean in the way it saturates your receptors after doses around 60-70mg and higher on regular basis.
Wish me luck for tomorrow please guys any advice greatly appriciated PEACE LOVE AND UNITY
Safe people
