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Changing of Seasons

RedLeader said:
Tonight I was exposed to the smell of a car's heater doing battle with the scent of the cold autumn air...and instantly my entire body wanted heroin. I had not been exposed to this sensual battle since last year at this time, when I'd be smelling that each morning before I went to score.

It's that kind of stuff that's just going to be, well, annoying for the next few months. That's just one example, but there are plenty. And the thing is...you might be able to predict what they will be even, but until you actually go through the sensual exposure the first time, you're not really prepared for the intensity of the trigger.
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Omg man, I feel you. Autumn has always been time time where I start fucking up including last autumn. There's just a certain feeling in autumn that just reminds me of dope. it fuckin sucks
 
Autumn was when my relapse took over and put me in a bad place for a few months :/ i hate the fall and winter :(
 
Another thing thats helped me so far is working out regularly. Guessing by CH's participation in SD im sure he can vouch for working out too :)
 
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