changes

This is my second day without a cigarette, and my body feels good but my mind is hating it. I'm very irritable. I'm going to try and actually quit instead of taking a week long break and then starting up again.
I'm going to apply for jobs tomorrow, because I need something to occupy my spare time with, and I really need the cash. And no longer am I going to blow all my money on blow. Perhaps occasionally. But right now I don't have the mental or financial stability.
I had dreams about smoking last night. I also dreamed that I railed, injected, and smoked coke. Guess that's a sign to stop.

 

Ever tried electronic cigarettes to make the transition more easier? And I know its more easier said than done, but I know you have the character and the strength to distance yourself from coke. Pills can be another matter imo; I remember a friend told me its more easier to wean off blow than pills, but then again everyone is different.