Change (with a Guest Cameo Appearance)

I'm doing things different nowadays. Its kinda uncomfortable at first but its getting easier.

I've been hanging with people instead of isolating.

I've been helping people other than myself.

I'm humbling myself more often.

I'm listening to others.

I'm eating healthy and exercising.
(I'm starting to get a 'Look at me now, motherfuckers!' attitude though)

Pretty cool shit, actually.

Wanna hear the sick part? I'm not suicidal, haven't taken anti-depressants in about two months, I feel good and I like myself.

The sick part is that now that I find myself in a position to do stuff for others, I find myself thinking, 'Hey, maybe my sole purpose in this life was to help that person do that thing. Once my sole purpose has been accomplished, I can die.'

I'm not suicidal AT ALL. This thought is merely my OLD thought patterns making guest appearances on occasion. It'll take a while for those thoughts that I have had for a large portion of my life to stop peeking their heads into my head.

I'm glad I can recognize some things for what they truly are

 

I like this

 

You're heading in the right direction!!
I can not say enough how awesome you are and how great you're doing!!

 

aww shucks!

 

Good job man, keep on improving...you sound like you are recovering well.