change me

[WindowPane]

I wish this was over
I know it will end
yesterday seems so far away
and my future is so dark
I have no ambitions
no goals
no time for help
nobody to love me
and tell me it will be ok,
lie to me and make me feel better
Im nothing
and im not affraid to say it
I found something that made
me feel good
but it dissapeared
im being left behind again
being left alone
without an understanding shoulder
to cry on
time moves too fast
i wish i could go back
and do things diffrently
make myself over again.
I have unspoken feelings
that i want to share
but when the time is here
i cant remember what to say
so many changes
so many more
what exactly do you do
to change a whore?
who stole my light?
now i cant see
who stole my heart?
now i cant care
who stole my touch?
now i cant feel
who stole my soul?

 

[Vaile*]

Hey Windowpane,
Been there.... I've got an idea what its like.

i wish i could go back
and do things diffrently
I tell myself this far too often