Change in perception: after the LSD experiance

[spsv686]

Ive dosed three times so far on some decent to extravagent blotter acid. I experianced all the changes in perception and changes in thinking and loss of linnear thought during the trips and it was very eye oppening and pretty much amazing! Ive used other psychs but none left a large lasting impact as LSD.

I love it! My experiances with acid have enabled me to have a way better control and understanding of the sober mind and i enjoy being able to remove/fine tune the ego while tripping. Theres just something about a sober mindset that distracts us from the real issues going on in our lives and in the society around us. Even weeks after the trip I feel lingering effects (most likley my rememberance of the experiance since it impacted me so much). These effects become very apparent after smoking a nice sativa too. Yet the mindset remains and I enjoy every bit of it.

~almost possitive I've developed HPPD yet i view it as beautiful, the slight visual effects that now exist in my day to day life remind me of the pure existance that i was able to experiance. I'm able to focus more clearly on the bigger picture going on with my life and I know that i can accomplish any goal i set before me. Too long was i focused on what gradified my instant desires or short term goals. I learned to get over these things by changing my perception of them and my life has been so good ever since.

Anyway all these things are going away! I feel like I've gone full circle and am now back to how i was before. I remember the things that I've learned but the HPPD symptoms are gone and things are very normal. As if Ive been plugged back into the matrix =( Now i know that I'm in control of who I am and what not but theres still that feeling you know?

Any one else able to relate like this? I feel like I stand alone here.

 

[RainbowWarrior]

Any one else able to relate like this? I feel like I stand alone here.

Yes. I can relate. Welcome to the post-acid-life

you will notice you are not alone... we are all over the world...

in the month after my first acid trip i remember being at a party in my hometown - well not really party, the wild times in this circle long are over, nowaydays it's more like what adults think of as "party", only a little bit of alcohol and weed

i still was so utterly fullfilled from my first experience that most of the time i didn't have much topics apart from acid on my mind to bring into a conversation... eventually because the other conversations bored me i started talking to what was apparently a stranger (he was talking in english and as the party was in a rather closed circle and english is not my mother tongue, kind of obvious you know)... turned out he was from NYC and could relate... made me happy that day

you may also find people which never have taken lsd or a similar drug and nevertheless will be able to relate, those are the really inspired souls

psychs is for impatient wankers like myself, the wise ones need nothing but their will...

and on another note: use that positive energy now that you have it! to direct yourself on the way you would like the world heading

good vibes

 

[Raw Evil]

Now i know that I'm in control of who I am and what not but theres still that feeling you know?

Let that feeling inspire you. It is a powerful thing, and if you use every day as an opportunity to strengthen it, you can make your life into something thoroughly enjoyable. The best recommendations I can make are:

1: Think about stuff. Everything. Life. Existence. Whatever. Just ponder stuff, and make up your own mind about everything. Life's too short to just accept others' answers.

2: Read books. Those on philosophy, psychology, psychedelics, and utopian/dystopian futures have been the most mindblowing for me. Definitely worth your time.

If you stay still and let the feeling stew, it will gradually become corrupted and consume you. At least, that's what happened when I stopped "caring" for a year. So keep moving, keep thinking and keep DOING!