cathy..

[frostyangel]

There you go..
out the door again

Running away..
I wish I could
run away..

Always finding
different places
to stay..

We haven't see you
in days already..

I wonder what you
would do, since
noone has a clue..

What would you do
if you had no where
to run?

Would you stay here
like you use to and
work out all these
problems that you
think seise to exist..

I guess why should
you care.. you stick
with what your doing
at the time.. leaving
behind the people who
find other things than
drinking fun

And if that is not it
then why does it look
that way?

And there is no way of
getting threw to you..
But you don't care..
Because your motto
as you dare is fuck it..

When everyone is always
wrong.. and you always
right.. maybe you are
maybe you aren't..
but you never sit down
long enough to find out
too busy putting up a
big fight

When are you going to stop
running..

not just from us..

not just from others..

but from yourself..

no matter how much you
drink..

no matter how much you
snort..

no matter how much you
smoke..

You can't keep running
away from what you don't
like inside you; let alone
around you..

If your happy..
not caring..

Not caring..
that there are other's that
you leave behind crying..
then okay..

I've set you free..

I can't watch your back
face me one more time..

Because obviously you and
me were never so much alike
as we thought.. I can't be
the person you want me to
be..

Because if you did cared
about how I felt.. you'd
be here right now trying
to make things right
between us..

As long as you have others
to keep you happy.. the ones
you burn don't need to be
remembered.

Hell, I don't know when
or if you ever get to read
this letter..who knows when
you'll care to see us again

It was good knowing you
when you were you.. now
we don't even know who you
are anymore..

 

[Squeaks]

This is one of my favorite pieces you have composed sweetie.... Maybe its cause we both feel the same way I dunno..... Just remember for every thorn on a rose bush there is allways a beautiful rose at the top! We just need to pick through all those thorns to get to the top!