spaceangel
Bluelighter
What to some people is just a weekend thing. Was life to me. Every thing left it was just me and a room people driffted in and out of my life. Some I remember and some I don't. At the end of it I was left with a baby. Two years have passed since the last time I felt the burn of the needle pierce my skin.I want to thank Chris. We have split up and gotten back together on a few occasions. I even questioned your motives with me. Never forget that I love you. Carry you are a part of me. I am sorry for you not having a father but always remember you have Chris as a dad. As we are almost at your second birthday I am filled with joy and high hopes for you. Although now we have pleanty of money. Times were tough and worrying. I leave my world through pills still. Never in front of you. I love you and you were never what I imagined myself with but I would never swap you for anything. I love you always. I want to say sorry for everyone I hurt I most likely hurt myself more. If I could have the sensations again without the after effects I would if I could do it just one more time then belive me I would jump at the chance. But in my heart I know it could never be just once more.
"Love all and all will love you
if only this were true"
I love you all amd always will I have always felt alone and scared to admit that maybe I am.
Love always
Spaceangel
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"Love all and all will love you
if only this were true"
I love you all amd always will I have always felt alone and scared to admit that maybe I am.
Love always
Spaceangel
******
xxxxxxxxxxxxx
