So things have been less than great this last week. But I am determined to put it out of my head and have a great time tonight with my friends. I have stressed so much about getting having and holding on to this group of people. Tonight is the payoff I hope. Flux Pavillion ecstacy Atlanta hotel rooms New Years its all on. Im going to party like the end is nigh, because I have a feeling it may be. For me anyway. I am going back off to school in a few weeks. Everything is in constant movement and I am often still standing still trying to hold thje pieces together long after others are creating new puzzles. Call me a hopeless romantic but I really believe everyone is in my life for a reason its not black and white good or bad its just words and actions. But for once In am with the curve I am a part of something larger than me and I feel good about it. Now if I can just be happy with me. Well im working on that. But im out. Much love to my BL friends.............
