Hiiiii PD :D
Sorry for not posting for a while. I did that combo of ketamine + MDPV which was a really intense experience, and I've spent a few days reflecting on the experience and trying to integrate it. I'd like to tell you something about the experience...
It was really, really strange. It felt like I got to play around with reality, I could stretch the bounds of reality... there were lots of strange phenomenon, like telepathy, collective mind, etc.
I don't quite know how to describe it. At first it seemed that the MDPV dulled the effects of the K so I ended up doing quite a lot of K... and then it hit me very suddenly, and then it was... cosmic. I wish I knew how to describe it. All the rules of reality were suddenly void, kinda like on the come up of DMT...
Then later on the evening I smoked some weed. I don't usually smoke weed when I'm tripping, and I shouldn't have done so now. At first it was awesome, it was so unbelievably intensely euphoric feeling that I have never ever felt such euphoria before. My body felt so light, I couldn't feel the gravity at all. No opioid, stimulant or any other substance has ever produced such an intense state of euphoria for me.
Then unfortunately I started crashing from the MDPV, which combined with the weed made me really anxious. I was still feeling very euphoric, but it started to feel a bit too much. My thought started racing and I had all sorts of thought loops that I couldn't shake myself out of. It was a very confusing state to be in, physically I was feeling really good and euphoric, but mentally I was very anxious, almost paranoid. All I could do was lie on the bed in a dark room.
Was the experience good or bad? I don't know, I guess it's always good as long as you're moving forward instead of backward... all I know is that it was very, very intense.
On another note, a friend of mine just told me he knows someone who could acquire some phenmetrazine!

Could be he was just bragging, but one can always hope...

Swirly greetings to everyone
