Blackmarket
Greenlighter
i think this is the right place for this. so i meet this girl online( i know, red flag, im an idiot) in a video game i play alot called wolfenstien enemy territory. she was kicking my butt and we were private messaging each other and flirting ALOT ingame. one day she asked me to add her as a contact in skype and sent me her username for skype. we started talking on skype(im, nether of us have a web cam or mic), flirting alot, her really messing with me ( teasing pics, all of witch i googled to see if she could have copied them from the internet, just in case, i found one online but more on that later) we talk daylly sometimes for more than 6 hours strait. on weekend she stays up till 6am talking and gaming with me. i didnt think much of it, im really nieve about women(im a virgin and ive never had a gf at 21, and no, im not gay, not that there is anything wrong with that)we have been talking like this for over 2 months now. a few weeks ago i realized that i cant get her out of my head, no matter what i do, who i look at, nothing. idk how or y but i think im in love. and she is perfict, at least to me, she kickboxes, is a care nures at a retiernment home and as a hobbie, models for P magizine in bikinis and such(the pic that i found online was her in Pmagizine in a gstring, laying facedown in a pool, all wet
i also think she may like me too, she is always starting the conversations, she uses
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alot, more of
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. the issue is that she lives over 4000 miles away, accross the dang atlantic ocean. wtheck should i do? im terrified im gonna lose her even though i have no claim to her. does she like me? am i an idiot for even atemping this?




