Maybe some explanation...
I'm not trying to appear hard - I've been doing this for a while, I always test, I'm not a candy raver going nuts off my head on goey - most of the times I roll it's at home with friends. I just had a big weekend - but not too much bigger than what I would consider a "normal" weekend.
What I actually took was more like 15 pills and 3/4 of an 8 - didn't say that because I didn't want to turn this into a pissing contest. But it wasn't like I went into it trying to fry my brain - just having a good time with friends and we just got carried away.
But I've never had a problem with the comedown before - this last week has been like hell - can't sleep, extremely paranoid, headaches trying to read. I was just surprised that it effected me so badly - having never experienced this before.
At the time I posted this I was just wondering when the hell I was going to feel normal again - if I would feel normal again. I wanted some reassurance from someone - anyone - that I hadn't permanatly damaged myself. And I wanted to see if anyone had experienced something similar - or worse.
Next time I post I'll just say something like "How good are the A's man" or "Research drugs dangerous - except when I take them because I have heaps better contacts than you - play safe kids"... wouldn't want to rock the boat...
I really like bluelight and I've learned alot on this board - you might have noticed I have been a member for over a year but have only posted twice. I do have a problem with the fact that the "chemical elite" seem to lecture a lot - until they get into their own little conversations and talk just like the rest of the "trolls".
Maybe there's more to harm reduction then just telling people they've taken to much and to slow down?
[/me gets off soapbox]
In case anyone was wondering, I am feeling fine now.
And as to the actual responses to my post
drplatypus
... never mind the cardiovascular risk..
drplatypus, I know that you work in some capactiy for Adelaide hospitial - I have always wondered why there is any danger from elevated heart rate from taking drugs, yet not from actually exercising?
And one last thing...
What other alternatives are there to pills? I know that ploy-drug binges are looked apon with pity by most on this board, but does anyone here have a "cocktail" that they take regualry and believe enhances their life while minimising harm? The main problem I have at the moment is the law of diminishing returns with MDxx.