bdomihizayka
Bluelighter
As some of you know from my recent postings, I am really having a hard time coming off of benzos. I have been on Klonopin at 1mg 2xs a day and dropped to 1/2mg 2xs a day without any problems about a month into taking them. Last friday i split my dose in half again to 1/4mg 2xs a day and on monday I started feeling the withdrawal. Derealiztion, confusion, slow thinking, racing thoghts, stiff muscles, unable to sleep well, it really fucking sucks, and I've withdrawn from uppers and downers before, but nothing like this.
I can't stand the derealization, foggy, dreamlike symptom the most. I have anxieties to begin with and this just amp them up. It is absolutely horrific to feel like this. Can anyone recommend a remedy for these symptoms? I have never felt suicidal in my life except today, when I woke up and felt no better than yesterday; and I do own a gun and I'm scared to death I'll act upon it if the mental withdrawal symptoms don't settle down a bit. I'm an anxious person by nature and just cannot tolerate it, I can't even function.
I have vallium at my disposal which I know is easier to taper with but don't know the correct dosage; what would equal 1/2 mg of klonopin daily?
And again; and tips with the derealization part? IK have antidepressants as well, Anafranil (I have OCD as well) if they will make te withdrawal more tolerable or just exasperate them?
I'm so confused and out of it and desperate. Please any suggestions are welcome.
I can't stand the derealization, foggy, dreamlike symptom the most. I have anxieties to begin with and this just amp them up. It is absolutely horrific to feel like this. Can anyone recommend a remedy for these symptoms? I have never felt suicidal in my life except today, when I woke up and felt no better than yesterday; and I do own a gun and I'm scared to death I'll act upon it if the mental withdrawal symptoms don't settle down a bit. I'm an anxious person by nature and just cannot tolerate it, I can't even function.
I have vallium at my disposal which I know is easier to taper with but don't know the correct dosage; what would equal 1/2 mg of klonopin daily?
And again; and tips with the derealization part? IK have antidepressants as well, Anafranil (I have OCD as well) if they will make te withdrawal more tolerable or just exasperate them?
I'm so confused and out of it and desperate. Please any suggestions are welcome.