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Hey thujone...I wanted to pm you with questions, but thought "I'm just a pain in everybody's ass".
Do you think Cannatonic is a good one to try? I work full time and have familial burdens befitting a team of oxen. I'll just say that my 5 older sibs are not equally yoked with my 90 year old mom (spawn of Satan).
I've embraced the fact that my PAIN cannot be managed with me remaining on my feet. Depression will take me OUT if I'm forced to go horizontal. Sometimes I think FUCK IT! I'm almost 55...have no desire to see my "golden years", as I see how that story ends daily at my mom's nursing home. Am I insane for not taking the Oxy I'm prescribed to feel some semblance of release...um, relief?
Vaping is expensive, isn't it? I like that idea, but I think I'm incapable of figuring it all out. Can you tell me more? Be warned...I'm a dumb ass with this stuff.
Funny, but not...We had to visit a "sex shop" fronting a "paraphernalia shop" for "herb". Yep, 2 middle age goobs shopping for my first water pipe. It was a hoot.
This same friend had sent some Indica for me to try. My husband had smoked in college, so he's tried teaching me how to smoke. I'm not a good student, so he got high AF demonstrating! Although it was one of the most carefree, shits and giggles I've experienced in my lifetime...I can't function that way.
I feel blessed to have a friend willing to help me, as I have nieces in Oregon who won't. He's just finishing another round of chemo, and only now decided to apply for MMJ card. Of course, he received his card within 2 weeks and has easy access to dispensaries. He and his wife shopped the Cannatonic concentrate for me. It should arrive by Monday.
Meanwhile, I would be ever so grateful for any suggestions/thoughts you have for me. I have stage 4 endometriosis, 22 years post surgery (3) to remove uterus/ovaries. I have horrid pelvic/rectal/vaginal pain, and bowel/bladder choked by adhesions. I also live with joint deterioration caused by Lupron used to treat this insidious disease. I can deal with the pain better than the suicidal depression. I'm hoping the THC will make me "the happy camper".