Canibuss [Eaten] - Inexperienced - Nighmare in the Dam
Recently I compiled my Shroom trip...whilst not very eventful still much fun. This experience happened the day after I had taken the Mushrooms, it was not a planned trip nor a pleasent one.
It was the last nite of our 4 day trip to the Dam, we had been frequenting a small coffee shop close to our hotel for drinks, smokes and food, it was a nice little place. Very old looking inside, mostly seemed to be regulars and locals and not so much tourists. A very freindly crowd who would happely talk to you and reccomend what the best weeds were.
On previous visists we had tried the space cakes and they were nice. The first couple of times I tried them I hadn't really got stoned...but they tasted nice. So I consumed one of the cakes and we went on our way. No noticable effects for a couple of hours..forget I had even eaten the cake for a while and thought that I probably wasn't going to feel the effects.
It was in McDonalds about 2+hrs later that I started to feel "different". Suddenly the whole of McDonalds seemed to get much brighter. At first I felt waves of energy surging through my body, at this point I was thinking that nothing was really happening and it was all in my head. I felt alrite after that for about 20mins, we went for a walk around town and the effects of the space cake really started to come on. What I could feel was similar to when I was coming up on Ecstacy, strong waves of energy, a body buzz and a head rush. It was quite intense and I didn't think this could possible be related to the space cake as I had eaten it hours ago and had felt almost nothing the days before when I had tried them. I wanted to sit down at this point, I told my freinds what I was feeling and we went into a bar for a drink. The bar was very dark and small, it had a strange atmosphere [or maybe that was all in my head] which just made me feel uneasy. It just didn't seem right.
The body buzz now increased greatly almost to the point where it was painfull, I was fucked up in a big way and I didn't like it. I started to think that maybe I had my drink spiked with Es or something else because of the feelings, I even started to dehydrate. I also noticed that my face had gone numb under my left eye and it felt like it was swollen and closed up. I had tried to stay cool and in control and convince myself that I was alrite but now it was just way too intense and scary. I freaked out and started to panic, all these thoughts running through my mind about being spiked, I thought I might die. I started to worry about going home the followin day..wether or not I'd be in a fit state..or even alive. My freinds commented that I was very white and I couldn't control the shaking. My whole body was trembling. I felt very weak and almost like I could collapse at any second. Everyone decided it was best if we go back to the hotel, it was a fair bit away and the walk there was a nighmare. I felt ill and scared, paranoid that I'd been spiked (maybe even by my freinds I thought) and I was very wary that someone would see me in a vulnerable state and rob or hurt me. Everyone was telling me that I'd be ok and it was just the cakes but I was too messed up to listen to reason, I dismissed and said I must have been spiked.
Eventually we arrived at the hotel, at this point I started to question my own sanity. Had I gone insane? Maybe I'd taken drugs and forgot about it?
Maybe this was a plot by my freinds to drug me and then kill me? Now thinking back it seems so unbelevable that I could actually think that any of this was true. No way would my freinds do anything like this to me but I wasn't even sure wether all this was real or not. Anything was possible in this messed up paranoid state. It'd been about 1hr+ now since I had first felt the effects but it seemed like an eternity. I went into the room and lay down on the bed, I was really panicy and my heart was racing faster than ever. When I shut my eyes I would forget where I was for a minute and drift away into a different world then come back to reality. I now noticed that I could not focus, my eyes were wigglin back and forth very fast. When ever I sat up from the bed it felt like I was coming back from another world, everything was going in slow motion and it all seemed like a dream. I started to think I was in a film for some reason and that was all fake. When I spoke it seemed like no one was listening that they didn't really care how bad I felt. It's just there was nothing they could do! the trip really went weird from here on, I started to see everything with a grid of squares covering it. Like everything was pixelated and divided into small grid squares. The room warped shape and changed colour and my freinds turned into cartoon characters. This passed after a while but the rest of the feelings remained, I had managed to clam down a fair bit yet I was still edgy. I came to the conclusion that there was nothing I could do about what was happening to me so I may aswell just let it happen and wait and see how I was in the morning. I pondered seeking medical help but I figured it probably was best too just wait it out. We played cards for a while to try and take my mind of things, every time someone dealt a card to me it moved in slow motion, the back of the cards were a bright green colour with weird patterns which intriugied me. after a good 45mins of playing cards I went into the bathroom to get a piss. The mirror really scared me, for some reason I did not want to look in the mirror but when I did it was ok. I had the same thing happen to me as I did the night before on mushies, my face seemed to change into many different images but they were all me. My balance was very ustable, I don't know if it was because my vision was messed up but I struggled to walk without almost falling over or smashin into things. Another hour had passed and I had pretty much calmed down, the body buzz had dissapeared and my heart had slowed down. I still did not feel normal but much better. A short walk in the fresh air really helped me clear my head but when I returned to the hotel the feelings all returned aswell though not all that intense. Everyone was really tired by this point and wanted to sleep but I was scared that if I went to sleep I would not wake up again. Everytime I felt myself drifting away into sleep I would jerk myself back into the real world, I was having really strange thoughts and imagining myself to be in very different places. I must have eventually drifted off because next thing I knew it was morning and I felt relatively normal again. Still a bit "spaced out" but I knew I was going to be alrite. I could feel slight tingling sensations in my feet and I just hoped that I would be alrite for the rest of the day. Thankfully I was.
I eventually came to the conclusion that it was the combined effect of the space cake and a panic attack that made me so messed up. Being in a strange place and a place that I was vary of in the first place didn't help. This was a horrible experience that I could have never enjoyed and it's put me off canibuss for life and drugs in general. Thanks for reading.
Recently I compiled my Shroom trip...whilst not very eventful still much fun. This experience happened the day after I had taken the Mushrooms, it was not a planned trip nor a pleasent one.
It was the last nite of our 4 day trip to the Dam, we had been frequenting a small coffee shop close to our hotel for drinks, smokes and food, it was a nice little place. Very old looking inside, mostly seemed to be regulars and locals and not so much tourists. A very freindly crowd who would happely talk to you and reccomend what the best weeds were.
On previous visists we had tried the space cakes and they were nice. The first couple of times I tried them I hadn't really got stoned...but they tasted nice. So I consumed one of the cakes and we went on our way. No noticable effects for a couple of hours..forget I had even eaten the cake for a while and thought that I probably wasn't going to feel the effects.
It was in McDonalds about 2+hrs later that I started to feel "different". Suddenly the whole of McDonalds seemed to get much brighter. At first I felt waves of energy surging through my body, at this point I was thinking that nothing was really happening and it was all in my head. I felt alrite after that for about 20mins, we went for a walk around town and the effects of the space cake really started to come on. What I could feel was similar to when I was coming up on Ecstacy, strong waves of energy, a body buzz and a head rush. It was quite intense and I didn't think this could possible be related to the space cake as I had eaten it hours ago and had felt almost nothing the days before when I had tried them. I wanted to sit down at this point, I told my freinds what I was feeling and we went into a bar for a drink. The bar was very dark and small, it had a strange atmosphere [or maybe that was all in my head] which just made me feel uneasy. It just didn't seem right.
The body buzz now increased greatly almost to the point where it was painfull, I was fucked up in a big way and I didn't like it. I started to think that maybe I had my drink spiked with Es or something else because of the feelings, I even started to dehydrate. I also noticed that my face had gone numb under my left eye and it felt like it was swollen and closed up. I had tried to stay cool and in control and convince myself that I was alrite but now it was just way too intense and scary. I freaked out and started to panic, all these thoughts running through my mind about being spiked, I thought I might die. I started to worry about going home the followin day..wether or not I'd be in a fit state..or even alive. My freinds commented that I was very white and I couldn't control the shaking. My whole body was trembling. I felt very weak and almost like I could collapse at any second. Everyone decided it was best if we go back to the hotel, it was a fair bit away and the walk there was a nighmare. I felt ill and scared, paranoid that I'd been spiked (maybe even by my freinds I thought) and I was very wary that someone would see me in a vulnerable state and rob or hurt me. Everyone was telling me that I'd be ok and it was just the cakes but I was too messed up to listen to reason, I dismissed and said I must have been spiked.
Eventually we arrived at the hotel, at this point I started to question my own sanity. Had I gone insane? Maybe I'd taken drugs and forgot about it?
Maybe this was a plot by my freinds to drug me and then kill me? Now thinking back it seems so unbelevable that I could actually think that any of this was true. No way would my freinds do anything like this to me but I wasn't even sure wether all this was real or not. Anything was possible in this messed up paranoid state. It'd been about 1hr+ now since I had first felt the effects but it seemed like an eternity. I went into the room and lay down on the bed, I was really panicy and my heart was racing faster than ever. When I shut my eyes I would forget where I was for a minute and drift away into a different world then come back to reality. I now noticed that I could not focus, my eyes were wigglin back and forth very fast. When ever I sat up from the bed it felt like I was coming back from another world, everything was going in slow motion and it all seemed like a dream. I started to think I was in a film for some reason and that was all fake. When I spoke it seemed like no one was listening that they didn't really care how bad I felt. It's just there was nothing they could do! the trip really went weird from here on, I started to see everything with a grid of squares covering it. Like everything was pixelated and divided into small grid squares. The room warped shape and changed colour and my freinds turned into cartoon characters. This passed after a while but the rest of the feelings remained, I had managed to clam down a fair bit yet I was still edgy. I came to the conclusion that there was nothing I could do about what was happening to me so I may aswell just let it happen and wait and see how I was in the morning. I pondered seeking medical help but I figured it probably was best too just wait it out. We played cards for a while to try and take my mind of things, every time someone dealt a card to me it moved in slow motion, the back of the cards were a bright green colour with weird patterns which intriugied me. after a good 45mins of playing cards I went into the bathroom to get a piss. The mirror really scared me, for some reason I did not want to look in the mirror but when I did it was ok. I had the same thing happen to me as I did the night before on mushies, my face seemed to change into many different images but they were all me. My balance was very ustable, I don't know if it was because my vision was messed up but I struggled to walk without almost falling over or smashin into things. Another hour had passed and I had pretty much calmed down, the body buzz had dissapeared and my heart had slowed down. I still did not feel normal but much better. A short walk in the fresh air really helped me clear my head but when I returned to the hotel the feelings all returned aswell though not all that intense. Everyone was really tired by this point and wanted to sleep but I was scared that if I went to sleep I would not wake up again. Everytime I felt myself drifting away into sleep I would jerk myself back into the real world, I was having really strange thoughts and imagining myself to be in very different places. I must have eventually drifted off because next thing I knew it was morning and I felt relatively normal again. Still a bit "spaced out" but I knew I was going to be alrite. I could feel slight tingling sensations in my feet and I just hoped that I would be alrite for the rest of the day. Thankfully I was.
I eventually came to the conclusion that it was the combined effect of the space cake and a panic attack that made me so messed up. Being in a strange place and a place that I was vary of in the first place didn't help. This was a horrible experience that I could have never enjoyed and it's put me off canibuss for life and drugs in general. Thanks for reading.
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plus you had just tripped the night before... i usually feel lingering effects from mushrooms for a few days, especially while stoned