Roachmon95
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 20, 2012
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over the past two weeks i've stupidly and foolishly abused clonazepam to the point of taking 7mg in one day. My use has been intermittent, but I've probably taking around 20mg in the last two weeks. Before this my tolerance wasn't high at all, I just took 1mg as needed for panic attacks. I also combined my doses with alcohol a handful of times (again stupidly and foolishly). My last use was tuesday night. I blacked out and woke up in the morning with spilt alcohol and food on my floor. That morning my problem with abusing drugs hit me, and im ready to quit this shit. Since thursday afternoon I've been experiencing debilitating depression, and it hasn't let up much since then. My question is, could I be experiencing benzo withdrawl with this amount of use for such a short time? and if so how long will this shit last? I'm damn near suicidal the depression is so bad.......I can't stand it. I'm so pissed at myself for being irresponsible and screwing my tolerance up to a drug that I truly need for anxiety. Does anybody have any suggestions for the depression and staying clean in general? and possibly getting my tolerance down to where my prescribed dose is effective for anxiety? I'm freaking done, I can't take it anymore.