Deru
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Also, I'm prone to MRSA
My first blood infection, sepsis and endocarditis was due to MRSA. I still, to this day, have no idea how I stayed in the hospital those first 10 days on IV antibiotics while they refused to give me any opioids. I was so confused and delirious I couldn’t even rationally figure out how to call my dealer or get an Uber, I couldn’t even figure out how to charge my phone, period. I have never in my life been so violently ill. Non-stop violently vomiting to the point that I pulled the muscles in my chest and I could barely breathe from the pain, uncontrollable diarrhea all over myself without even realizing it. Extreme swings between non-stop sweat that was so pungent it made the nurses gag and being so ice cold that it felt like there was ice flowing through my bones that even 3 heating blankets couldn’t make end. No sleep for days, every millisecond hell, no escape. Not eating for days and days and then the utter hell of trying to introduce food back into my broken body.
I had two blood infections and endocarditis following this, but nothing ever came close to those first 10 days in the STAC before the IV antibiotics finally started to win the fight.
Out of everything I have battled in my life, those 10 days remain a pivotal point in my life, still unrivaled by even open heart surgeries and the ensuing damage to my body.
MRSA don’t play, that’s for sure. I literally will forever be terrified of the destruction those microscopic fuckers can wield on us.