LucidDreams21
Greenlighter
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- Sep 7, 2016
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I used to be a regular mdma user for 2 years mostly on weekends but i would use it without being mindful of what it can do your body long term. I was probably taking around 6 pills every other weekend. I never had a problem with depression after taking it always felt fine the day after even if the rolls were so close together. So what happened was i stopped using it for a year & i ended up taking it one saturday night after a year gap. I double dropped 2 white bugattis like a fool thinking i still had the same tolerance from 2 years back. Back then i never would throw up or have adverse reactions to mdma. I was used to just going in it blindly & double drop. It changed this time after taking it i felt a sudden tingling sensation at my feet like in a normal come up but it felt almost as if it was burning. It surged through my whole body which i knew at that point wasnt normal, i started having tunnel vision, extremely rapid heart rate, & i felt like i was dripping in sweat. At this point i knew i had fucked up & my body projectile vomited i didnt even feel it coming. I ended up blacking out right after. When i had thrown up everything i could i felt much better the euphoria & empathy was there & i didnt have any problems throughout the rest of the night. But ever since then i get strong feelings of anxiety, which i never dealt with before. Ive tried mdma on 3 seperate occasions since then in small doses around 100 mg to 150mg & i immediately get a rush of anxiety after taking it to the point where it overshadows the euphoria & it causes me to throw up. Almost like my body rejects it now. I havent used mdma since then because the anxiety i get after taking it is just too much. Now ive been noticing i get strong anxiety to the point where it triggers parasthesia & my whole body goes numb. I was wondering if maybe theres a direct corrolation between that moment & now? Any insight would be greatly appreciated thanks!
