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I am sure all opiate addicts have had this thought. (that endless heroin is the answer to everything lol) It has more weight coming from someone that has had as much as they wanted and still realized there is a ceiling. Profound words.It was a crazy moment of realization: "infinite Heroin is not the answer to everything".
I knew someone that was prescribed oxycontin at 120 mgs a day back when it was prescribed very easily. Another friend said he was jealous and wished he could get that prescribed at that dose. And the person said it just looks glamorous. He did not feel anything from his 120 mgs, it only made him not be sick. So it is wise to remember there is a ceiling.
Myco you worry by nature. You will balance out. Too may things hitting that receptor to figure this out. Take a little break and enter slowly again. I will almost guarantee a reset.