ninjapirateroberts
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I'm planning to try MDMA for the first time (well... it's technically the second time, but first time I got some shitty purple crap so I didn't really "feel" MDMA, but this time I have a relatively pure product) but I have a trauma with substances that increase HR (messed with cocaine + other stimulant and had worst panic attack believing it was heart attack) which made me carry a beta-blocker everywhere I go and always keep them on my pocket when doing drugs (both psychedelics and stimulants; I only not carry them for ketamine and benzos). My "bad trips" start when I focus my attention on my HR, notice it that it's a little high, and I start to feel panic that I might get a heart attack, and the vicious cycle continues until I take my beta-blocker (once taken, I feel an immediate relief that "okay, I will not die" and the bad trip ends).
I'm planning to do a single 85 mg MDMA dose. Even though that's a relatively light dose, it's still have effects on the cardiovascular system, so in the middle of the MDMA "trip", I fear I would start to focus my attention on my HR and get paranoid. I'm planning to dose 20 mg Propranolol an hour or 30 minutes before MDMA administration. I couldn't find a lot of literature on this except that it helps with tachycardia but not mean arterial BP. I believe ingesting Propranolol prior to MDMA would give me a sense of "relief" and makes me just focus on the enjoyable aspects of MDMA instead of focusing on my HR, getting paranoid and potentially having a panic attack (when that happens I'd eventually have to take the Propranolol anyway).
PS: Attached a pic of the product (tested it at an FTIR lab and came back with no cuts but pure MDMA, but of course don't know the purity % but I believe this is relatively pure than crap I had last time).
I'm planning to do a single 85 mg MDMA dose. Even though that's a relatively light dose, it's still have effects on the cardiovascular system, so in the middle of the MDMA "trip", I fear I would start to focus my attention on my HR and get paranoid. I'm planning to dose 20 mg Propranolol an hour or 30 minutes before MDMA administration. I couldn't find a lot of literature on this except that it helps with tachycardia but not mean arterial BP. I believe ingesting Propranolol prior to MDMA would give me a sense of "relief" and makes me just focus on the enjoyable aspects of MDMA instead of focusing on my HR, getting paranoid and potentially having a panic attack (when that happens I'd eventually have to take the Propranolol anyway).
PS: Attached a pic of the product (tested it at an FTIR lab and came back with no cuts but pure MDMA, but of course don't know the purity % but I believe this is relatively pure than crap I had last time).
