Pizzlesmyskittlez
Greenlighter
It's been 48 hours... I've been doing my research which included suboxone clinics that were ummm let's say super expensive and I will try other means to stay strong and not relapse....yes: I am an addict of 15 years, I've always has something in my system ranging from
Pot to cocaine to ecstasy to adderall to PAINKILLERS! The one that I am having trouble with: these damn opiates. I'm open minded, understand that addiction really never goes always and I will be walking a very fine line, which I have always done... Addiction is always present, a part of you, and is your bbf and your worst enemy making this inner battle to make better choices difficult: every damn day. Every damn day. I want to stop, I need more will to actually accomplish this.... I need to conquer my demons. Please, any advice would be fantastic! I'm at my 36th hour and feel just WEIRD. Not in a good weird way either!
Pot to cocaine to ecstasy to adderall to PAINKILLERS! The one that I am having trouble with: these damn opiates. I'm open minded, understand that addiction really never goes always and I will be walking a very fine line, which I have always done... Addiction is always present, a part of you, and is your bbf and your worst enemy making this inner battle to make better choices difficult: every damn day. Every damn day. I want to stop, I need more will to actually accomplish this.... I need to conquer my demons. Please, any advice would be fantastic! I'm at my 36th hour and feel just WEIRD. Not in a good weird way either!
