Screaming_Skull
Bluelighter
I have had same job a little over two years, always kept my availabilty open. Been on Subs, but they aren't cuttin' it(yes they help w/ cravings,give me a lil energy)but I crave like crazy, and have since after the 1st month, benzo's help but I'm not prescribed them, so that sucks having to work around that for my drug test(and know it's not likely I will be able to take them at all on Methadone) but have been thinking only since I have been on a partial agonist I have been using benzo's a lot, and never did while on any full agonist. Was thinkin maybe the subs haven't worked for me so well was because my 2nd opiate to take a couple times a week was Methadone, before that it was Lortab tens... I would take 5 tens or so or 25-30 MG of methadone(not a daily user then.) Sooo, maybe jumping from such a weaker opiate, to a strong one just hella raised my tolerance...
I have thought about going on Pod or Seed tea again(only did pods,most likey seeds this time, there cheaper.) Plus sides would be wouldn't have to deal w/ docs, but have to find somewhere to mail it and most likely share. Not doing that again. But my main question, is can they fire you for that? I work in retail, and some days I have to come in at 7-11 in the morning instead of afternoon shifts..so if I was up front and honest, could they fire me? It's a 2 hour drive to the clinic and 2 hours back(maybe a lil' less), seems like they wouldn't be able too. It is to better myself...right?
I have thought about going on Pod or Seed tea again(only did pods,most likey seeds this time, there cheaper.) Plus sides would be wouldn't have to deal w/ docs, but have to find somewhere to mail it and most likely share. Not doing that again. But my main question, is can they fire you for that? I work in retail, and some days I have to come in at 7-11 in the morning instead of afternoon shifts..so if I was up front and honest, could they fire me? It's a 2 hour drive to the clinic and 2 hours back(maybe a lil' less), seems like they wouldn't be able too. It is to better myself...right?

. Keep your head up.