ive come here to get some confidence in myself to kick my habit of speed/ice its been going on too long and i thought if i joined up to here i could have somewhere to vent!! to read that im not the only one and to remove myself from this evil usage once and for all!!!!! im usually the one that helps people but seems like im stuck in a bit of a rut at the moment.. you would think 12 years with only 3 breaks i would have had enough!! nope im bored so instead of going out and doing the gardening or go for walk or go to just anywhere i guess... ill sit in my lounge and get on!! it makes me soooo frustrated that i just cant kick it this time.. ive been saying "tomorrow" for the last 3 weeks (or even last 10 years) haha.. but as soon as i start to straighten up i want it again.. i guess i am going through a bit of stress at the moment as i dont think ive been this rediculous with it!! but that should be no excuse...dont stress i still sleep and eat.. am a tad ammuned to it guess thats the whole other reason i wanna stop it costs way to much for the job i have haha so maybe you could be my insperation and tell me i WILL stop tomorrow and i WILL get over it and i WILL NEVER touch it again!! believe me i want to stop so bad!! anyways keep smiling and sorry for babbling!! oh and nice to meet u all im from Australia 8(
Stress is a huge reason why people relapse on drugs.
My advice: taper off of the drug so that you don't go from 100% euphoria to 100% dysphoria. Once you no longer have the substance, and are coming off of it, you'll just have a week or so where you sleep in all day long, eat a lot of food (possibly), and don't feel quite right.
This was my experience at least, after a few months (not 12 years) of methamphetamine - I quit using it, and I thought I was going to be fucked, have horrible methamphetamine withdrawals... nothing like that happened for me. After a few days I felt mostly back to my old self.
Try to address the stress in your life properly, and get help if you need it.
Welcome to Bluelight, and best of luck getting off meth!
Hey thereoldskooluser come check out The Dark Side, there are a lot of people who can identify with you and offer support and advice. And Welcome welcome welcome !!!
ive come here to get some confidence in myself to kick my habit of speed/ice its been going on too long and i thought if i joined up to here i could have somewhere to vent!! to read that im not the only one and to remove myself from this evil usage once and for all!!!!! im usually the one that helps people but seems like im stuck in a bit of a rut at the moment.. you would think 12 years with only 3 breaks i would have had enough!! nope im bored so instead of going out and doing the gardening or go for walk or go to just anywhere i guess... ill sit in my lounge and get on!! it makes me soooo frustrated that i just cant kick it this time.. ive been saying "tomorrow" for the last 3 weeks (or even last 10 years) haha.. but as soon as i start to straighten up i want it again.. i guess i am going through a bit of stress at the moment as i dont think ive been this rediculous with it!! but that should be no excuse...dont stress i still sleep and eat.. am a tad ammuned to it guess thats the whole other reason i wanna stop it costs way to much for the job i have haha so maybe you could be my insperation and tell me i WILL stop tomorrow and i WILL get over it and i WILL NEVER touch it again!! believe me i want to stop so bad!! anyways keep smiling 
and sorry for babbling!! oh and nice to meet u all im from Australia 8(
And Welcome welcome welcome