Wow, so after getting paid today, I had $180 which of course I have to spend on some party favors for myself...nothing wrong with that. I had already been smoking pot for the past week and still had some left so I figured that could wait. Smack, yeah I'll get some even though I got to wait a little while till the suboxone wares off. But remember, this is the most money I have had in months and I wanted to get something that I don't get to do all that often. Strangely I had my mind set on Amphetamines even though I never cared much for the high, it was a rush but the feeling of tweaking wasn't exactly my favorite. Not to mention I felt guilty, I don't know how to explain it but heroin...yeah I've had this problem around a year now but I need to work on getting clean so I shouldn't even let myself do other drugs during the process because I could develop another addiction. Making my addiction harder to kick. Wouldn't you agree?
I went downtown and grabbed some rigs before calling homie. When I talked to him he wasn't far away and had just called which meant I could make it to him in time and wouldn't have to wait till later. When I met up with him he was only able to get two things, Black and White. I ordered one white and one black, my heart pounded waiting for him to return to my car. I hadn't done blow for so long, I had never injected it either so it was going to be a first. Thirty minutes passed. He finally came to my car and I drove him and his friend a few blocks down to an apartment.
I was so excited that I couldn't even wait after I dropped them off. Right away I went into a nearby parking lot I knew was safe...besides I had a few hours to kill before getting my cousin from work. I got my shot ready and slammed it. I was so used to the instant gratification of H that when i did the shot I thought "what the fuck" I didn't feel a thing then a few seconds later I felt my mouth go numb and tasted the bitter drug I had just injected. My body went into a complete high, I felt so good...this was the best feeling ever.
After I enjoyed the rush I started thinking of who i could hang out with downtown so I'm close to my cousin when she gets off work and I don't waste gas. I called up an old friend Baby Blue and Minor, I invited them to come smoke some pot and Minor said she would. When I went to get her I also ran into Ashley so I had to invite her along. We went to a section 8 housing community parking lot that I had smoked in many times before. After blazing and catching up I met up with Alyssa who was only a few blocks away. We went to a bar and had some drinks then left. When I went to pick up my cousin I fucking hit another car but was lucky there was no damage to either car. My cousin invited me to go hang out with them and some other friends and I figured why not. We drove around to a park and smoked a blunt...then drove around some more. It got boring real quick so we decided to all go home where I finished what was left of my white from tonight.
Now I just did some junk and am trying to think of what to do for the rest of the night. Not all that tired.
I went downtown and grabbed some rigs before calling homie. When I talked to him he wasn't far away and had just called which meant I could make it to him in time and wouldn't have to wait till later. When I met up with him he was only able to get two things, Black and White. I ordered one white and one black, my heart pounded waiting for him to return to my car. I hadn't done blow for so long, I had never injected it either so it was going to be a first. Thirty minutes passed. He finally came to my car and I drove him and his friend a few blocks down to an apartment.
I was so excited that I couldn't even wait after I dropped them off. Right away I went into a nearby parking lot I knew was safe...besides I had a few hours to kill before getting my cousin from work. I got my shot ready and slammed it. I was so used to the instant gratification of H that when i did the shot I thought "what the fuck" I didn't feel a thing then a few seconds later I felt my mouth go numb and tasted the bitter drug I had just injected. My body went into a complete high, I felt so good...this was the best feeling ever.
After I enjoyed the rush I started thinking of who i could hang out with downtown so I'm close to my cousin when she gets off work and I don't waste gas. I called up an old friend Baby Blue and Minor, I invited them to come smoke some pot and Minor said she would. When I went to get her I also ran into Ashley so I had to invite her along. We went to a section 8 housing community parking lot that I had smoked in many times before. After blazing and catching up I met up with Alyssa who was only a few blocks away. We went to a bar and had some drinks then left. When I went to pick up my cousin I fucking hit another car but was lucky there was no damage to either car. My cousin invited me to go hang out with them and some other friends and I figured why not. We drove around to a park and smoked a blunt...then drove around some more. It got boring real quick so we decided to all go home where I finished what was left of my white from tonight.
Now I just did some junk and am trying to think of what to do for the rest of the night. Not all that tired.