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Don't. Just don't. Please man, find something new to do. Go play 200 hours of skyrim, go skydiving, have a threesome. There are too many things to experience in the world, one lifetime is not enough to do them all, why cut it short? I considered myself hopless a few months ago. But, i got help here, and someone gave me the advice above. And wow, there is a shit ton I've yet to do. I am only 17, i need to jumpoff a plane, trip on acid, have sex, fall in love, go on a week long camping trip, go hunting, fire a gun, i could go on. There is too much to do, for a 17 year old or a 71 year old. Go do it
 
I hope I'm not too late. Please change your mind, look at all these people around you who care about you. There is some great advice in this thread. I really hope you someday find happiness in this world because you deserve it.
 
I hope I'm not too late either responding to this. I can certainly understand why you feel this way, as I have been through these feelings myself. I know life sucks right now but if you aren't alive you will never have a chance of experiencing any happiness. You seek relief from your pain, relief is a feeling and you have to be alive to feel it! The people in this thread made a lot of great points. The people on BL are amazing and here you certainly aren't alone. Keep venting to us if it helps. You certainly have a right to feel the way you do, but I truly hope you reconsider.
 
There are other ways to get better than the above listed. There are other ways. Why don't you at least delay your planned date of suicide, and just go out and live life. Try new things and experience what the world has to offer. Sometimes things can seem hopeless beyond hope, but the truth is there is always hope regardless of how miserable your life may be. The idea of suicide has appealed to me in passing, but it always vanishes as I realize death will take me someday, and I have a life to make. I don't know what else to say, but I sincerely hope you change your mind. I can't condone suicide, but I can understand it. But seriously just go out and enjoy life, have a good time, or at least try.
 
thanks for the kind words, friends. i've enrolled in a course, started exercising again and writing profusely. this community is basically my home. i've been lurking for years, and I enjoy every sub forum it has to offer, in particular the people it attracts. i have many future prospects planned but my bi-polar seems to obscure such visions, though i find great comfort in the support i receive here, even more-so than my psychiatrist. i guess i'd just like to thank you all for sharing stories and ideas in order to help a complete stranger. thank you from the bottom of my heart.
 
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So pk, you're not afraid to die, you're not afraid to end your life permanently?

Then what's wrong? Death is the ultimate fear. If you're not only not afraid of death, but not afraid of taking your OWN life, then think just what you can accomplish.

Make use of that lack of fear, that power over your own life - to accomplish all your goals and dreams. Not afraid of death? Means you're not afraid to run through your town streaking. Means you're not afraid to ask out that 10/10 girl that you thought you'd never have a chance with. Means you're not afraid to get rejected by her if you do. Means you're not afraid to go into a fight guns blazing. Means you're not afraid to run a checkpoint with $1,000,000 of illegal contraband.

Think of the possibilities. You still have the power to end your life at any time. Why not do some of those cool things you want to accomplish first? :) <3
 
pk, I am so glad about enrolling in the course, exercising and writing - fantastic news! Really glad you found TDS helpful too <3
 
So pleased to see another post from you PK,have been thinking about you since your original post.
Am so glad that you are still with us,well done mate. You have just made my day.
 
Hey PK. So glad you're still here. I was worried we'd not have another post from you this week. Don't know you, obviously, but genuinely pleased you ain't given up just yet. The universe has contrived, over billions and billions of years, to put in place any number of very special circumstances that enable you to exist, as a thinking, feeling human being. Your mind is a gift. Remember that. No matter how hard life gets, it's important to remember that something out there thinks your mind is worth an investment of G*d knows how much time and energy over billions of years. The universe has created you so you can comprehend the universe. There's an infinite number of possibilities out there for you, death is just one very final one. Make the best of them. :)

Neil x
 
We can say all that we wish about suicide. It is my belief that suicide is murder. It is the intentional taking of a life.

pk, I don't know who you are, but I hope you'll stick around. Happiness exists, yeah, some people are unnerving selfish jerks (thankfully, this thread is full of people who don't fit that category <3), but now you're about to be a Bluelighter. You've gotta stick around for that alone. Once you get to know the community and the wonderful folks here in TDS, you will find it even more of a little piece of heaven above a troubled world.

Really. Don't give up. Your deadline is not this Monday. There is much for which to live. As I mentioned, I don't know you, but if writing and becoming a Bluelighter brings you the comfort and strength it has me... I hope you will be similarly uplifted.

Welcome to the Dark Side. I've yet to see my cookies, but friends are more awesome.

This is a place of hope. I wish you that, and other than the cookie thing, this is a place of peace.
 
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