But mommy..

[KHsweety03]

Why are you looking at me like that
I haven't done anything wrong.
Tell me now what I have done
For I'll find out, in not to long.
"But mom I don't do that"
As I look into her eyes
I can feel our ribbon breaking
As I start to cry.
This pain, it seems will never end
This hurt is here to stay.
This pain that I feel right now,
Seems like it wont go away.
It seems that it's impossible mommy
For me to "make it through"
How can I smile when you don't believe me
Yes, I've messed up before too.
When you call me a lier, mother
my insides turn into rage.
I thought we had SOME TRUST MOTHER
"I can trust you the more you age"
So why wont you believe me
The words I tell you from me
Do what you want, i've been good mom,
FINE, search my property.
Everything we've worked for is gone
For obvisally it's to late.
Maybe us being apart
Is just one of my fates.
So this is how its going to be
I see our ribbon untie
I just want to shout at you mommy
"I LOVE YOU
but.....
goodbye"
[ 21 April 2002: Message edited by: KHsweety03 ]

 

[E-girl]

this is sad.
i've watched a lot of people in the forum write "letters to mommy" over time, and they are always so sad. even i wrote one.
how many of us send them? or at least manage to say the things the letter said?
there are a lot of people in this world you will come across, who will cause you pain. and sometimes, you'll yell at them. sometimes, you'll just let them pass thru your life, and never give them a second thought.
but this is your mother... you dont let her pass by.
she's one person you dont want to have regrets about.
talk to her.
someday, i'm gonna send my letter too.

 

[silence]

I Like this one alot Kelly, It reminds me of so many of the things i wanted to say to my mom and really never got to I honestly have wrote my mom soo many letters and just never got the "nerve" to give them to her! I would reccomend talking to her because "You Always Have your Mom!"