I don't understand this. And it is called Kratom. I believe it is a molecule and that it does talk to you. It speaks and one must listen. It is not quite the mother ship but it is out
there along with it however. Not the main ship but a little satellite molecule that speaks out to us somehow.
With that little bit of a turbo boost also. Yeah it's trippy. For me.
Anyway . . Some of the energy it has is great.
I guess it's an acquired taste. I just haven't quite acquired it yet.
I am having trouble with it. It is trying to help. So far I just understand that it is a plant and it is made from a leaf. Somehow. And has some stimulation effects.
But . . . . . I am not trying to be recreational. I really am not ! I am trying to find comfort while I brace for impact somehow or for softening the impact too. I want to be
comfortable. Trying to wean and not suffer chronically anymore.
Most of all I need and I want energy back to do so. Energy that I need to get up and to keep doing things that I need to get done. Things I have to do.
I feel like Kratom is NOT very potent or that harmful as being under the influence of other things that can be very severe. Like the strong opioids and diazepine drug.
Kratom seems relatively and very benign to me somehow. A comfort. Did I write this again.
I feel like I wrote this before. Oh no.
But . . It's not like it's highly addictive and that extremely dangerous at all, I feel. Not really that potent but just can feel rather spiritual at times for me.
And I feel that it can be a beneficial supplement and helpful also. I think. . So far.
All I can think of is that I am not going to be standing on a street corner pimping for my next fix of 10,000 or so grams on the U-Haul truck around the corner so that I can drink
10 slurpee containers of it or take 100 capsules just to feel right.
I promise okay. It's probably not that bad . . I think it can be stoppable before all of that. I need comfort and help right now. And I feel like Kratom can be on the side of being a
benign comfort and with that little bit more energy boost too. Energy and comfort. It would be nice if it worked.
So far I did notice a slight difference and I am still trying to get used to the three different colors. Red, green, and white. Kratom spoke to me and is trying to help me find the
right dose and amounts to experience.
Someone even stopped to talk with me and asked me if I take Kratom. Hmmm. We talked a bit and laughed a bit and that someone was able to smoke a bowl and then ride
off on a scooter quickly, it gets dark soon this time of year, but told me that there are so many different colors and mixes and blends of Kratom but it is from the web and has
to be ordered. It was so inspiring and I didn't even ask. Oh well, it was down the block a bit from this weed store anyway, that I went into.
But this Kratom stuff, it tastes and looks like mud and sludge. It seems to be everywhere and sells nice along with the many erb stores that are around.
So . . . . Today I am trying to find a way to tune into a relationship with the Kratom again. I am trying again and is helpful while I am trying to learn about comfort and the
interesting energy that I am looking for and need to find.
If it would help with energy I swear I would drink some more right now. It seems to make me feel really good for about ten minutes. Maybe.
It's wavy. It seems like waves of all kinds of things. I have to find the exact dose that will be important to find the proper benefit for me.
I just want energy and some relief again.
I did find a place to get the little packs of 3.75 gm's or capsules if I want. Sometimes, the Kratom, it is starting to taste good when I am hungry.
I bet it would make a great morning tea.