But I aint holding my breath

Another lesson learned on medical discrimination in Americas health care system. Don't get me wrong I understand that when I signed up for this life I was asking to get shit on. But Ill be damned if I am going to pay you 175 dollars to shit on me. I truly believe I know more about suboxone than this geriatric mother fucker. He tried to not write the script because I wasn't in heavy enough withdrawal. When I tried to explain to him that I was already stable on suboxone he didn't want to hear about it and basically called me a liar. I am thinking to myself I am paying you to write me a script nothing more and nothing less. I didn't come here for a drug consultation, drug test or whatever bullshit moral crap you wanna get into. So then he says well Ill write you enough for one week even though my next appointment is not for 2 weeks. He got really pissed when I pointed that out. So I left pretty pissed off. Then I thought fuck it 10 will last me 70 days and I will find a different doctor at a later date.

Then I got really pissed. Not everyone is as educated on suboxone as I am. Not everyone will advocate as fiercely for themselves as I will. Then I thought about my responsibility as a human being to fight injustice where I see it. Then I thought about finishing my degree and getting involved in activism. Then I smoked a bowl and wrote this blog.

 

I'd be annoyed too. If you're telling him you're on suboxone just want it continued then he should write you a script. And how silly to write one week's worth for two weeks. Hiw much are you to have per day?

Must be a thing about suboxone today round blogs lol. I'm so damn p***+d off lately with all these anti sub people trying to pressure others into tapering off / going on low doses. Then these people go n use n end up down on themselves. It frustrates me so. Why can't people just leave people the hell alone n if they feel a certain medication will help them then so be it.

I'm sorry I've gone in a big rant on your blog. I hope things are sorted soon.

Evey

 

He wrote the script for 1/4 a strip every 4 hours which is roughly 8mg a day. Luckily I only take 1mg a day so its not as disastrous as it could of been. As far as large dose vs small dose its all personal opinion. I would never judge anyone for there dose or length of maintenance. I will say that the withdrawals are really nasty after a few years. I kinda wish I would of quit but then again I relapse sometimes while I am on maintenance I would be worse off without it.