Falling out of reason,
into a vast, vibratory sea again
yearning for something
that for so long I have condemned
for I want to die
like I did, wrapped up in you
I want to exhale
as your presence has always allowed me to
before I chose as always to simply walk away,
carried by a chronic breeze
lost in the struggle between the dual desires
to be close and to be free
Changing seasons, I don't know
down which path I'll turn
the poison's still alive in me, clawing,
making my thick blood burn
for I want to live like I did
before you died and turned your head
but I'm on fire, and it grows,
and I fear burning that same old bridge again.
into a vast, vibratory sea again
yearning for something
that for so long I have condemned
for I want to die
like I did, wrapped up in you
I want to exhale
as your presence has always allowed me to
before I chose as always to simply walk away,
carried by a chronic breeze
lost in the struggle between the dual desires
to be close and to be free
Changing seasons, I don't know
down which path I'll turn
the poison's still alive in me, clawing,
making my thick blood burn
for I want to live like I did
before you died and turned your head
but I'm on fire, and it grows,
and I fear burning that same old bridge again.
