Thanks for the advice both.
Mr S i think you have got it spot on. Thank you and Myshkin for the good wishes. As you say I'm not gonna be using bupe for maintenance at all really, just to taper off AH.
I've tried tapering off the AH but I feel as if i cant do it - although I did at one point drop to such a low dose I might as well not have been taking it. I have experienced WD several times when i was taking ODT, and I'm not psychologically strong enough to face a month of w/ds which is what AH is said to leave in its wake. The problem is largely psychological i think, but i reckon because i believe that switching to bupe will make it easier, then it will be so. Its all in the fuckin mind perhaps.
Lurch, that is correct ive been on AH ever since it first became available. Apart from fucking up when stim binges got out of control ive never been in AH WD. I already felt i was opi dependant following the use of odt and poppies and morphine and oxy, I bought a nice big fat bag of AH , at a very cheap price per gram, (this was for maintenance) but am now reaching the stage where it wont be too much to flush.
I'll stick to my 14 pills as everyone has been saying that is more than enough for my purposes. The guy actually gave me 1 extra. Nice of him (i know its just a tactic to encourage repeat business). But 13 is unlucky. 14 isnt. I know its stupid to believe in such superstitions, but that one kind of stuck with me since i first heard it as a yungun.
Ive made a pact to get rid of whatever is left of my AH at the end of June, and then switch to bupe if and when my body is telling my mind it needs it.