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Bluelighter
To make a long story short, I've really gone down hill with the whole dope thing from march to about early October. Well I put myself in outpatient and to a 90 day sub program which starts dec. 11th. I'm doing groups, drug tests, individuals, and getting subs from my sister since the 6th of this month.
I've even replacing my dope addiction with alcohol and I can't seem to stay sober for more then 7 days. Mind you, I'm definetly a alcoholic. I drank almost everyday this summer and I finally got a week of no drinking after like week 2 if being on sub. I'm a chronic relapser tho, with alcohol that is.
My counselor mentions the vivotrol shot but I wanna be able to have a little Self control instead of having the meds just make be able to physically not metabolize and handle alcohol. Then what will I do when I stop in 3-4 months? If I got babied with meds the whole time then how will I learn to deal with it after? I wanna stay clean but I can't stop drinking, even if its once a week.
So my question is.. What would be good for Someone who can't stop drinking and wants to stop dope as well? Suboxone is working for the dope right now... Just fine. It's the alcohol thing that's getting me. I gotta see my counselor at 1030 this morning. But I can pick up subs this weekend but its gonna be expensive or I can get the vivotrol shot. Tis some stressful shit right here.
I've even replacing my dope addiction with alcohol and I can't seem to stay sober for more then 7 days. Mind you, I'm definetly a alcoholic. I drank almost everyday this summer and I finally got a week of no drinking after like week 2 if being on sub. I'm a chronic relapser tho, with alcohol that is.
My counselor mentions the vivotrol shot but I wanna be able to have a little Self control instead of having the meds just make be able to physically not metabolize and handle alcohol. Then what will I do when I stop in 3-4 months? If I got babied with meds the whole time then how will I learn to deal with it after? I wanna stay clean but I can't stop drinking, even if its once a week.
So my question is.. What would be good for Someone who can't stop drinking and wants to stop dope as well? Suboxone is working for the dope right now... Just fine. It's the alcohol thing that's getting me. I gotta see my counselor at 1030 this morning. But I can pick up subs this weekend but its gonna be expensive or I can get the vivotrol shot. Tis some stressful shit right here.