Sorry. Little late to the conversation. Thought I'd tell you what I did..
BTW, used over 20 years. Tar, then China, now fent. Fent is all I can get now. Either way...
For me, and others. Look up bernese method. It's the only way I could do it.
Made 14 months clean, covid hit, n I messed myself up again.
Just started bupes today.
I did this, n it worked. 99% pain free.
Only issue, I couldn't sleep and only slept 1,2 hours, every 2 or 3 days, if I was lucky. Went 14 months like that. Eventually, about 2 weeks in, I got used to it. Just played guitar all night, rested my body, and felt fine. Not sleeping sucks, but, I did get a lit done at home..
Anyways...
I took .5 MG bup. About 1/4 of 2mg pill..
As PW set in, slowly snorted my feet. Everyone's different, but for me, it takes 4 hrs or so, for bupe to kick in, and another 60,90 min, for that dose to level out.
I took .5mg, then used tiny bits, to get thru the minor PW..
After 3,4 days, double your bike to 1mg.
I use only what's necessary, to get thru the PW.
After weeks or so, there's 16mg, or whatever, bupe in you, and you can just stop using the fent...
You body builds up the buoe slowly, blocks the feet., a little at a time, and u get used to it.
After 3,4 days at 16mg, your brain is loaded, you won't get PW, and Wong go thru withdrawal from fent., because there's enough buoe in you to stop any withdrawal.
One warning..
When I had 14 months clean, I got myself down to 2mg bupe. Slowly decreased the dose.
I felt great.
But, once I tried tapering off the 2mg, all hell broke loose.
I wasn't sick at all.
But, terrible depression would hit me out of nowhere.
Could be happy, talking, n laughing...
Out of nowhere, I feel this darkness, and kike a heavy weight, coming over my body.
Start crying my eyes out, for no reason.
I could feel it start. I'd cry for 20,30 min. Then, it went away, as fast as it came on.
I had no control over it at all.
Couldn't work, go out, or do anything, without a friend there to explain what's happening to whoever was around me, and help me thru those 20,30 minutes of hell.
I never got off the bike. I ended up using feet again, when we were locked in during civid.
I just started taking tiny doses of bupe today .
Once I'm off the fent for 1 month, I'm gona taper down fast as I can, try stopping the bike. Pray the depression won't hit me, if I'm only on the bike for 2,3 months.
BTW
My Dr said major depression is common, when getting off bupe.
I spent almost 20 years, on n off, trying to quit.
I finally found the Dr I have now, and he is amazing. He won't load me up with just anything. But, he does listen to me, n knows that I myself, know what I'm talking about. And, believes me when I am really trying to quit. He works with me. Listens to what I have to say. What I have figured out over the years, and he knows I'm not just looking for more pills.
Try the Barnes method.
Start taking very low doses, then increase dose every 2,3 days. If needed, use a tiny bit, only what you need, to get you past the PW. Remember..
Everyone's body is different.
Don't go using 2,3 bags, if u feel PW coming on..
Wait until u can't stand it anymore, use a tiny bit of fent. Give it Tim to work.
You will be uncomfortable at times, but, you won't be sick, shaking on th floor.
That is the only way I can get on the busses.
Hope it helps you.
Please, read all you can about the drugs life cycle, half life, and how heroin, fentanyl, and bupe works. It will help you find a way to tailor the doses to your body.
Please don't go using huge amounts, the second you feel PW starting.
Use only tiny amounts, give it 15,20 for the fent to help the PW..otherwise you can overdose.
Again, everyone is different. It may take an hour or 2, for bupes to take full effect.
it takes a little while for bupes to hit you, and level off. Only use a tiny bit of feet, give it 20 min or so to help. If u need a little more, that's OK. But, doing a full bag, at the same time the bupe starting to hit your brain, won't do a thing. Other than maybe OD.
Go slowly with everything.
Work your way up to 16mg.
Then, you MUST trust the meds, stop using fent or heroin. Once your about 16mg, but will block everything anyways.
It's just your mind playing tricks on you, if you feel sick. Be strong, be careful, and u can do it.
I'll try to check back, see if u replied.
I'm starting induction now, and need to work 12 hr days, as I do this. So my time to chat may be limited.
Good luck.
You can do it.
Stay strong.
Life was so much better when I had that clean time. I'm taking my life back, again.
You can too