mygreenbic
Bluelighter
Ok I am sorry for posting in this homeless thread as an experienced bluelighter but perhaps from the title you can tell I have a very complicated question with a very tortured mind and it's been a very difficult two weeks. IF I were to utfse it would probably collapse upon itself and open a portal for cern to import demons into the illuminati headquarters.
Nuff joking. Please follow me with this. My dog has been dying for a month and a couple of days before we were going to put him down his vet put him on a very large and complicated cycle of prednisone which after a week made him start acting normal and beginning an emotional roller coaster with me.
As he started to look like a new puppy again I got really excited and decided to celebrate. I took four blotters of potent bromodragonFLY from Europe that I received in 2007 (currently 2014) figuring they had started to go bad. Quite the contrary. I infested about 4 or 5mg of the most demonic psychedelic ever created. The good awful stuff lasts about 3 days in high doses our perhaps longer because it has often caused death due to peripheral effects alone. WOULDN'T YOU know about 24 hours into being dragged throughout hell almost reaching a peak.... My dog declined extremely rapidly. He stayed suffering immensely and from what I was able to read it was my fault. I thought he was better so I dropped his massive dose off prednisone rapidly not knowing the possibility that I had just atrophied his adrenal glands and he stopped producing cortisol. Now how is that for a bad trip? The guilt that you just caused your dog his demise because of irresponsible negligence. Our suffering and energies began to bounce from one and other causing a chain reaction.
I couldn't allow him to suffer anymore so I had to watch him be taken from me as I was hardcore peaking on a very difficult overdose of a nasty psychedelic. I watched the life leave his eyes as my mom was slumped over him crying and I was awake for three days trying to make sure who dissolve didn't occur as I tried to say goodbye.
I went home and stayed to take all off my just filled month of clonazepam just to try to Numb the hit to the soul I may never recover from. I finally woke up six hours later realizing that my klons, my dog, my adds, and my subs were all missing. At this point on three hours of sleep in maybe four days I realized that I was withdrawing from my subs, having panic attacks, and about to start a benzo withdrawal. I frantically was throwing empty bottles around in my room until I found the immuno suppresent bottle my doctor wrote me for my cervical kyohosis to realize the word prednisone on front. I WAS ALSO on a cycle of prednisone and forgot about it because I really knew nothing about the drug. SO halfway through my prednisone cycle I had skipped for days and might possibly be beginning the suffering me and my dog just went through together. A friend took empathy on me because he said he thought I looked like I would die if I didn't get benzo's in me. They have mgr thirty capsules of temazepam which sounded great if not for two things. I have been awake over a week, I can't think straight, I think the vasoconstriction from the bromo may cause me permanent loss of Limb. I've been on tem in the past and engendered something I read about it halting the production of cortisol.temazepam
I just double checked on wiki and yes, it stops cortisol production.
So if you felt dead emotionally, spiritually, and physically, what choice do you make? Take the tem and lose the cortisol temporarily while your body might not have the strength to go on, or do you continue a fucked up prednisone cycle that can permanently stop your body from producing it?
Don't get me wrong I'm very intelligent but : with the trauma I'm going through I can't tell if I'm laying in bed or floating down a river bed already dead living he'll on earth. I understand this post is all over and is probably frowned upon but I'm desperate, I've spent hours helping people on bluelight realize realize and surely you guys could give me one get out of jail card. I am not so upset that I can die but I couldn't let family members bury me because I decided literature and give me an opinion to ruin everything. I have od d on almost everything but never die. But I'm hanging on by a thread. I realize you aren't doctors but for that matter neither are they. Just someone. please find some lit and tell me what you were do if it was you. I just need a point in the right direction because the whole corticosteroid thing has always confused me. Thank you in advance I love you so much. And don't worry about the p450 enzyme because with generous it has no reaction. Tem is a benzo with a 99 percent half life and I'd rapidly absorbed in the gut. The metabolism is biphasic and there aren't active metabolites. It is highly protein bound with an intermediate half lif e and Is the only bebop cross tolerant completely with barbs.
guys please don't ever try bromo. I think it is a weaponized chemical created to kill off the old acid heads but I'll get into that another time. Please feel free to send an email to my green bic at g mail . Com if you have a quick tip.
sorry mods
mygreenbic
Nuff joking. Please follow me with this. My dog has been dying for a month and a couple of days before we were going to put him down his vet put him on a very large and complicated cycle of prednisone which after a week made him start acting normal and beginning an emotional roller coaster with me.
As he started to look like a new puppy again I got really excited and decided to celebrate. I took four blotters of potent bromodragonFLY from Europe that I received in 2007 (currently 2014) figuring they had started to go bad. Quite the contrary. I infested about 4 or 5mg of the most demonic psychedelic ever created. The good awful stuff lasts about 3 days in high doses our perhaps longer because it has often caused death due to peripheral effects alone. WOULDN'T YOU know about 24 hours into being dragged throughout hell almost reaching a peak.... My dog declined extremely rapidly. He stayed suffering immensely and from what I was able to read it was my fault. I thought he was better so I dropped his massive dose off prednisone rapidly not knowing the possibility that I had just atrophied his adrenal glands and he stopped producing cortisol. Now how is that for a bad trip? The guilt that you just caused your dog his demise because of irresponsible negligence. Our suffering and energies began to bounce from one and other causing a chain reaction.
I couldn't allow him to suffer anymore so I had to watch him be taken from me as I was hardcore peaking on a very difficult overdose of a nasty psychedelic. I watched the life leave his eyes as my mom was slumped over him crying and I was awake for three days trying to make sure who dissolve didn't occur as I tried to say goodbye.
I went home and stayed to take all off my just filled month of clonazepam just to try to Numb the hit to the soul I may never recover from. I finally woke up six hours later realizing that my klons, my dog, my adds, and my subs were all missing. At this point on three hours of sleep in maybe four days I realized that I was withdrawing from my subs, having panic attacks, and about to start a benzo withdrawal. I frantically was throwing empty bottles around in my room until I found the immuno suppresent bottle my doctor wrote me for my cervical kyohosis to realize the word prednisone on front. I WAS ALSO on a cycle of prednisone and forgot about it because I really knew nothing about the drug. SO halfway through my prednisone cycle I had skipped for days and might possibly be beginning the suffering me and my dog just went through together. A friend took empathy on me because he said he thought I looked like I would die if I didn't get benzo's in me. They have mgr thirty capsules of temazepam which sounded great if not for two things. I have been awake over a week, I can't think straight, I think the vasoconstriction from the bromo may cause me permanent loss of Limb. I've been on tem in the past and engendered something I read about it halting the production of cortisol.temazepam
I just double checked on wiki and yes, it stops cortisol production.
So if you felt dead emotionally, spiritually, and physically, what choice do you make? Take the tem and lose the cortisol temporarily while your body might not have the strength to go on, or do you continue a fucked up prednisone cycle that can permanently stop your body from producing it?
Don't get me wrong I'm very intelligent but : with the trauma I'm going through I can't tell if I'm laying in bed or floating down a river bed already dead living he'll on earth. I understand this post is all over and is probably frowned upon but I'm desperate, I've spent hours helping people on bluelight realize realize and surely you guys could give me one get out of jail card. I am not so upset that I can die but I couldn't let family members bury me because I decided literature and give me an opinion to ruin everything. I have od d on almost everything but never die. But I'm hanging on by a thread. I realize you aren't doctors but for that matter neither are they. Just someone. please find some lit and tell me what you were do if it was you. I just need a point in the right direction because the whole corticosteroid thing has always confused me. Thank you in advance I love you so much. And don't worry about the p450 enzyme because with generous it has no reaction. Tem is a benzo with a 99 percent half life and I'd rapidly absorbed in the gut. The metabolism is biphasic and there aren't active metabolites. It is highly protein bound with an intermediate half lif e and Is the only bebop cross tolerant completely with barbs.
guys please don't ever try bromo. I think it is a weaponized chemical created to kill off the old acid heads but I'll get into that another time. Please feel free to send an email to my green bic at g mail . Com if you have a quick tip.
sorry mods
mygreenbic
