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Bromo Dragonfly & DPT. 1st Time. A SERIOUS VIDEO depicting 2 Interrelated Experiences

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Bromo Dragonfly & DPT. 1st Time. A SERIOUS VIDEO depicting 2 Interrelated Experiences

Crossposted at the following:
http://forums.lycaeum.org/cgi-bin/ultimatebb.cgi?ubb=get_topic&f=6&t=001426
http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?f...=C478E93D-EDA3-4738-B51E8BFBEE5ABBFF134783781

(CLICK LINKS FOR VIDEOS. PLEASE WATCH ENTIRE THING BEFORE COMMENTING)

My DPT Experience That Spawned Everything

Prequel: Me explaining how I woke up with DPT, methylone, and DOC in my bag after a night of partying
1. Me, a drunken mess, snorting DPT after work (dont worry, it was only 50mg lol)
2. Briefly describing the effects before passing out

One week later
A BIGASS RAMBLE on BROMO DRAGONFLY...

3. What I learned about self-responsibility on DPT
4. Giving a lecture about the shitpits of society
5. A speech on the importance of self-expression
6. Explaining my bromo dragonfly angst
7. Where my personal self-destruction stems from

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Bromo Dragonfly. Yeah it is pretty intense. Body load is pretty gay. Blood pressure going totally schizo and what not. Not as bad as high dose PCP but indefinitely worse than meth. I ended up having to run away from the nightclub to rest up in an internet cafe, because the blood pressure made me feel like I was going to faint. And the sweating doesn't fucking stop, I swear to god. I spent the entire day in an air conditioned room and I still probably lost around 10lbs from water loss alone. It was like a fucking sauna wherever I went, ESPECIALLY IN MY PANTS! Drink a buttload of water on this one.

It would probably make an excellent love drug. I could feel the juice practically gushing out of my panties, a la meth comedown. It was really soupy and watery too, the juice I mean... Well that's bromo dragonfly for ya (if you've got a vag that is). I rubbed myself pretty raw from masturbating on the comedown--I was expecting it, considering dragonfly is stimulating as HELL. I was awake the entire weekend from Friday night until Monday morning, and I was totally stimulated and wide awake for at least the first 40 hours. It's too tweaky, too stimulating for my tastes, it blows any other stim out of the water, and it's too tweaky. I wouldn't do it again unless I KNEW I was gonna some dick for the next couple days.

As for DPT, shit I wish I knew myself. I was hyping that shit up for ages. I only vaguely remember feeling really really fucking nauseous and drowsy as all hell. I don't know if that's a normal reaction, but my body doesn't handle DMT very well, and they say DPT is a close cousin of DMT. It even smells similar to DMT and 5-MeO-DMT. I hate it and I will never do it again. I have never met anybody in Tokyo who likes DPT, guess that explains a lot.

Sorry to disappoint some of my readers out there with this lame ass piece of writing, but what can I say? The mods require a certain style, I had to change it.

So... In Japan, they say that June is dragonfly season...
So now, I present to you my OWN self-expression. The seasons I saw, the moments I captured, the work I created--Inspired by a PURPLE DRAGONFLY

yearofthecow.jpg

steps.jpg

holywater.jpg

watergod.jpg

wakayama1.jpg

nijo.jpg

jinsei.jpg


Grand Finale: Fucking frustration in life always ends with a seizure. Always.

[edited by mean girl - get over yourself, we are not out to attack you]
 
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Wow, I'm sorry to be the first one to chime in here, but those videos are very boring, baby. I had to skip ahead through a few of them... I think you should go back to writing trip reports again.

These were just rants, really. They were videos of you reading rants that you previously wrote out. Not the whole thing, but some of the vids were.

I'm sorry about your DPT experience, but it was pretty stupid of you in the first place. Sorry.

And one last thing, in your closing vid you said something about "I'm still waiting for someone to come save me from my destructive ways... that's what we're ALL doing..." That's not only incorrect it's pretty presumptuous as well.

Anyway, I hope you really did learn something from your experiences, as claimed in your final vid. Because the one thing you were right about is that if you keep going down that path, you will probably end up dead next time. And it's not because you can see into the future... it's because if you don't change your direction, you end up where you're heading.
 
I'm tired of writing.

This video series was supposed to be educational, hence why it was "boring." I'm not a professional director, nor do I intend to make a Hollywood type action film.
 
Would you stop posting fucking videos of yourself doing rc's all over the net? frankly you are one of the most reckless drug users i have EVER seen and the ridiculous way you abuse research chemicals is profoundly disturbing.
you are just attracting the kind of attention to research chemicals that makes it so easy for half-assed-backwards politicans to make novel chemicals illegal the world over.
Let me make something clear:

YOU ARE NOT FUCKING HUNTER THOMPSON OR TIMOTHY LEARY!!!!!

Getting wasted as all hell in bizarre social situations in japan makes you look cool to no one!
Your trip reports are not profound, they are annoying and detremental to the psychonautical community
No one gives a shit about how screwed up you are and how you post a bunch of pictures of youself high and call it some king of art or meaningful bullshit of some kind.
im tired of seeing your god damn "trip reports" clogging up the TR fourm with meaningless bullshit.

In summery, sorry if this seems mean but, if you are going to act like a shit-for-brains while involving yourself with research chemicals --> Shut the fuck up about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!8o
 
Impressively documented, but...they said it. Plus you act like a complete tool in general. That came out harsh, but yeah.
 
Wow, I feel for you kandy k.

This transformation or whatever in your life is really grueling to watch. You need to speed up the process by switching to salvia. Yeah its uncomfortable but it'll help you get over this psychedelic "deep meaning" thing in a month instead of spending the rest of your life making embarrasing videos etc. Get serious. Stop taking drugs and let your delusional fantasies fade. Then work with the twisting real world, the realest trip, and realize just how much you've been missing.

If your art takes only an instant to create it isn't worth anything. You need to invest time and effort into creating something worthwhile. Please realize that getting high all the time doesn't make you enlightened. Realize that looking down on everyone for being normal doesn't make you better than them. Realize that life is hard for EVERY SINGLE PERSON and that your time would be better spend embracing people and working together for understanding rather than getting high and fingerbanging yourself into oblivion.

It is just Too Goddamned Easy to be enlightened when you've got no responsiblities and no contact with the real world.
Try and integrate the bullshit with real life- and please don't think that the homeless decadents are real and that life on the street is real. They are the fake shitty people that couldn't hold onto real life, and as a result have been cast into the gutter. (or life dealt them a crippling blow and sent them to the gutter)

Stop fucking around with the pussy shit drugs that make life a fairy tale and swallow the bitter pills of reality. That way, when you wake up the blood, the emotions, the friendships, the pain, and the joy will be real, and you won't have to pay some street dwelling faggot for random doses of your life. You'll be making it instead of blowing wind out your ass.
 
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I was referring to the videos more than the pics, which I liked.

It's hotter than hell to think of your wet snatch in that third pic =D

PS I don't think your trip reports are a waste of space or "detrimental to the psychonaut community" that is a load of nonsense imo
 
Please start writing trip reports again?!?!
I loved them every single time and if there was an oscar for most fun to read trip report you would definitly get it. I think a lot about some of the things you say and normally only think about stuff the well known super intelligent man/female says. But these vids just don't have the same effect although I enjoyed seeing jezus en the taka stand and all.

The writing is great and so are the pics so just do that! Please?
 
I can't write my standard trip reports now, because I've got no passion in me. If there is no emotion on which to base a work of art on, there is no meaning behind it. It would be rather bland and uninspiring, like the text I stamped on at the end of this report. Poetry is the only writing that flows through me atm.

The vids were not made to be there for intelligence, but impact. I am specifically speaking out to a certain group of people when I created this video, hence why it might only reach out to a certain type of person.

Thanks for the comments though. I had a lot to get off my chest on this last one so it was pretty boring; I wasn't aiming for exciting entertainment when creating this one. But this new series I am working on includes a lot of different areas of tokyo, more people, people here will definitely like it, its got more pics, etc.
 
The Bartlett’s Book of Kandy K / Crystal G / Psychubus quotes:

“If mostly anybody else copied the copious amounts of mistakes I made, chances are they would die.”

“If you know your limits and try to stay in touch with your conscious mind at all times, it’ll save you a world of trouble for the future… but sometimes you have to cross that line and overstep yourself a few times just so you can become familiar with where that line actually is.”

“It’s not the people who are addicted to self-destruction that are causing problems in, in this world, but rather the people who are addicted to destroying other people to get what they want.”

“It’s because deep down I’m still waiting for somebody who’s gonna save me from this kind’a lifestyle. We all are. So I take what happened that night with the DPT as a warning… it’s a reminder that if I don’t maintain my inner composure I’m only gonna kill myself… I’ve already been there so I can see where this is going, I’m only gonna trend down the same path as before if I continue with this lifestyle, except this time I have very strong feeling that I might not make it out alive again if I go down that path. I can already see the possibility well in advance. So now that I’ve addressed it, I can willfully control myself because now I know where all of it’s stemming from, but in order to come to that realization you first have to face your own insecurities so that you can examine them. Don’t expect other people to do that for you, you gotta do that yourself… and once you find those insecurities, don’t be afraid to express it. It’s that simple.”

“The cycle’s gotta stop somewhere.”

Transcribed by:

I B
 
Commentary?

You might want to consider one of the following:

Cross an ocean to be with the one you really love.

Check into a Zen abbey and spend a year or two quietly working with a koan.

Examine why in the end of your speech you switched from the 1st person (I, Me, etc.) to the 2nd person (You, etc.).

Spending a few extra yen to get some good sleep on a real bed.

Just some thoughts, no judgments attached one way or the other.

I B
 
illuminati boy said:
Commentary?

You might want to consider one of the following:

Cross an ocean to be with the one you really love.

Check into a Zen abbey and spend a year or two quietly working with a koan.

Examine why in the end of your speech you switched from the 1st person (I, Me, etc.) to the 2nd person (You, etc.).

Spending a few extra yen to get some good sleep on a real bed.

Just some thoughts, no judgments attached one way or the other.

I B
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=) Thanks for the advice, I haven't done the zen abbey one but that would really interest me, when the time for that discipline comes...

You might like to know I spent my first weekend in Japan sober for the very first time, exploring Shibuya and Harajuku by myself.
 
I know a girl that is exactly like you. I've spent many a night basically saving her ass from stupid situations she's put herself into.

The worst part is that she's extremely smart and beautiful, she just has really poor judgement.
 
^^ You shouldn't have to save her. She should have to save herself. As long as she's got somebody babysitting her, she's never going to learn anything.
 
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I believe it was St. Project Pat who said, "Don't save her, she don't wanna be saved"
 
Psychubus (as transcribed by Illuminati Boy said:
It’s because deep down I’m still waiting for somebody who’s gonna save me from this kind’a lifestyle. We all are.
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Then:

Psychubus said:
You shouldn't have to save her. She should have to save herself.
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I'm getting conflicting information here, Kandy.
 
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