Broken Circles

[RavinRaych]

broken circles and one-way streets
those unappreciated words
paragraphs
letters that i would rewrite to you
I would rewrite
revised to perfection
Like the perfection you were
in some figment of my imagination.
I could see you
unfolding my hopeful creases
laughs at words i cried to release
Tossed into the trash daily.
i fell to my knees with weekly repetition
trying to capture your pity
"just let your eyes fall apon me again"
maybe this time will change it all
"just let me be anything more than nothing to you"
The toy for your idle hands
The pack of cigarettes for you to smoke up
The bitch for you to kick
The tv for you to turn on and off
(changing channels if you wished)
i was yours
You were my addiction
I branded myself
In the name of my god
saftey pins weren't safe at all
and nails hammered away
to make you mine
I knew all along
how could anyone who craves other peoples sympathy
every recieve anything but pity?
recieve anything but scars
(deserved) scars for unecessary sacrifices of self infliction
circles of self infliction
But the circles are broken
The carosel of death has ended
All too late
To save anything short of sanity.
all too late

 

[5FACES]

That was honestly one of the best poems I've read in awhile. KEep the poems coming!!!