Broke and Angry

[C Divinity]

Monitary deluisons,
capitol gain,
$ 700 is the price of my sanity
(as everything here has a price)
even freedom isn't free...
Needing something I despise,
just to survive
when will my next meal come?
How much longer will I have electricity?
I can't sleep
thoughts plagued with that of money
(or the lack there of)
the half tank of gas won't last
another 8 days till i get paid
when the cycle starts again
rationing things I should enjoy
going without the basics
i'm sick and can't see a doctor
and god damn it i need a cigarette!
but i cant afford a pack
when my stomach aches
and the cats are crying to be fed
and 'parents' turn there backs
needing something I DESPISE
just to survive
the thing i hate most in this world
is the thing that i can't live without
busting my ass for a few measly dollars
that are gone once the bills are paid
not even making it paycheck to paycheck
and still searching for a second job
--i've become what i hate--
a slave to the machine

 

[:: sTAr kiTtEn ::]

{{{{C Divinity}}}}
damn... i don't know what to say....
keep your chin up, things will get easier

 

[Nietzche]

Casey, best wishes to you! My thoughts are with you.

 

[Sweetpea]

We're all struggling
At least me and everyone else I know
It always amazes me how money changes my mood, once payday comes a whole new me comes along with it..
Find peace knowing you aren't alone-and times are tough

 

[E-girl]

i feel ya on this one. i'm broke as fuck right now, and the bills just keep piling in. i'm so sick of my creditors calling. i'm sick of getting bills in the mail reminding me of how in debt i am. i'm a week late on the phone bill, and they will probably turn my heat off soon. ugh. bills suck.

even freedom isn't free...
i agree.

 

[luvat1stroll]

I'm in the broke as shit club too. I need $600.00 by tomorrow for necessary bills and I don't have jack to my name. Atleast I don't feel so alone now.

 

[Furnace]

Hey, Casey. Great piece. There's a familiar sense of frustration that I can relate to.
You know and I know that things can only get better, baby.
So, think about that, and perhaps I'll ttyl through the magic of "the internet"
snog ya later