I remember back when it didn't bother me as bad.
Before I came as far as I can...only to find...that I will always live a nightmare as a result of some bullshit I never asked for.
Now every fucking second of every minute of everyday, I'm reminded. It won't go away. It can't. I'm humiliated. I'm ashamed. I'm repulsed. I feel violated. I'm living a lie. I can't wear shit normal people do. I can't do shit normal people do. Why am I even fucking alive.
Who am I kidding, no amount of money could fix this. I will always be stuck with this. I can't accept it, cause its not me.
"Why does everyone feel like my enemy? Don't want any part of depression or darkness. I've had enough, sick and tired. Bring the sun, or I'm gone. Or I'm gone."
Before I came as far as I can...only to find...that I will always live a nightmare as a result of some bullshit I never asked for.
Now every fucking second of every minute of everyday, I'm reminded. It won't go away. It can't. I'm humiliated. I'm ashamed. I'm repulsed. I feel violated. I'm living a lie. I can't wear shit normal people do. I can't do shit normal people do. Why am I even fucking alive.
Who am I kidding, no amount of money could fix this. I will always be stuck with this. I can't accept it, cause its not me.
"Why does everyone feel like my enemy? Don't want any part of depression or darkness. I've had enough, sick and tired. Bring the sun, or I'm gone. Or I'm gone."