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This is the question I google (generally) that led me to this site so I hope someone can fill me in a bit. I recently used cocaine (snorted) and found my breathing wasnt right. first I will try to describe it, then give some background that may or may not be relevant....
The first day I used, it felt like I had lost control of the muscles in my ribcage and my diaphram, basicly everything involved to physicly breath. It was like my diaphram and ab muscles were spasming, pushing up into my ribcage alternating with pulling down and opening my ribcage. Just below my collar bone my ribs felt compressed. Occassionally i would gasp in a quick breath of air. Nothing I did worked to breath normal. The next time i used it was fine. This time no muscle spasms but breathing is shallow, belly breathing and again cant force normal breathing. Each time I also found myself holding my breath without realizing at first I was doing it and it only stops if i really stay focused on not doing it.
The drug itself is from the same supplier. Has a slight taste of soap and diesel, if that matters. As far as amount, I go thru about 1g in a day, a little more if im still going all night. I get about 20 or more doses out of a gram, to give an idea of the amount each time (not a lot).
I will explain the reason for using it, and its not bs, lol, just puts things into context and adds important info: I currently take hydromorphine for pain and cipralex for panic-anxietly-depression disorder (which im sure is mostly from the pain meds
) My doctor has always just thrown meds at any illness and now im stuck with it. The meds cause excessive sleep, drowsiness or lethargy, and I loose a lot of hours every day to it. After asking repeatedly for something to counter this side effect my dr still wont do it, so i took it into my own hands. I have only done cocaine 2 times before this, briefly and in small doses, but at that time wasnt on meds so I am wondering if they are interacting, I also reduce the meds when using. I am using once a week for 1-2 days to catch up on things. My blood pressure normally runs low and i check it, it still runs at a normal rate when i use. pulse isnt faster. any ideas....
The first day I used, it felt like I had lost control of the muscles in my ribcage and my diaphram, basicly everything involved to physicly breath. It was like my diaphram and ab muscles were spasming, pushing up into my ribcage alternating with pulling down and opening my ribcage. Just below my collar bone my ribs felt compressed. Occassionally i would gasp in a quick breath of air. Nothing I did worked to breath normal. The next time i used it was fine. This time no muscle spasms but breathing is shallow, belly breathing and again cant force normal breathing. Each time I also found myself holding my breath without realizing at first I was doing it and it only stops if i really stay focused on not doing it.
The drug itself is from the same supplier. Has a slight taste of soap and diesel, if that matters. As far as amount, I go thru about 1g in a day, a little more if im still going all night. I get about 20 or more doses out of a gram, to give an idea of the amount each time (not a lot).
I will explain the reason for using it, and its not bs, lol, just puts things into context and adds important info: I currently take hydromorphine for pain and cipralex for panic-anxietly-depression disorder (which im sure is mostly from the pain meds
