EvoldicA
Bluelighter
Jealousy
I can't help it anymore
You've ditched me
but what was that for?
You spent the whole week before
with some "friend" and nothing more
What would you believe?
Jealousy
It's all I have
now that your gone!
->
awoke from a dream
you were still there
this dream went on forever
and I didn't care
I was content
just like you appeared
in a bright flash of light
you've disappeared into the night
This is a cruel dream.
REALITY
->
Why wasn't I born the heartless one?
I could look at the past and say...
she was just another piece of ass
but It's not for me... I have a heart
And there isn't much left of it to break apart
I think I'm done.. you've shattered my heart
I'd rather not pretend to understand
I'm clueless..and I will always be
now that you are no longer with me
I question reality
It's always playing tricks on me
and thats suppose to be my good trait
It's also the thing that seals my fate
I'm alone
I'm alone
I wish you were coming home
->
You judge me through your eyes
and all you see is not where truth lies
All the knowledge in the world will not make you better
Rhyme or Meter, it doesn't matter
It's all about feeling
Narcississm is all about ignorance
Living is all about learning past tense.
and you are making no sense.
->
The taste of your lips
is still on mine
But I'm alone
and thats fine
I don't want his germs
I hope he enjoys mine
How can I cry?
It's all a waste of time
You care about someone
and in the end it was lies.
->
I'm on a distructive path
and nothings stopping me
I'm looking toward the future
of living without me
I've had enough of the past
and I've dreamed enough of the future
I've had enough of this medicine
It's hurt me
It's killing me
It's killed me
I cease to exist.
-->
I remember the song
the touch
the feeling
the warmth
inside me
and it was all a dream
dreams are cruel
->
After hours of crying because your not here
I've passed out alone, and it's not fair
Two plus years, hundreds of days...
I opened my eyes and cried in a daze
Maybe I'm just having a nightmare
and when wake up you'll be there next to me
This is no nightmare, it's my new reality
If this is what I have to look forward to
I'd rather not wake up again..
wake up from my dreams of lying next to you
->
I don't know how to sleep
without you in my arms
and I don't want to learn now.
The more I'm alone the better
I'm suppose to feel right?
How come I still can feel?
This pain is more then I can handle
and I don't want you to suffer
I just want you to know...
I love you now.. and forever
Forever is how long it will be
before I forget you and me.
->
I woke up in a room full of OUR stuff
and you weren't next to me and thats rough
Not because you haven't been out before
but now it's more final, longer then before
I'm afraid to think this may be the end of it all
Here's to hoping that its a temporary solve
to a problem that was ours and easier then this solution
Because this just reminds me of how stupid I can be
and how a little pissyness can destroy my sweetie
I regret chasing you away... as much as I regret
letting go of you, and it hurts me even more
to imagine life without you, and if you feel like I do
Come home, and I'll never hurt you
->
Whats this? A going away gift?
I'd rather have you and nothing else
You have been running through my mind
and all I can think of is all of the time
we spent together, in each others hand
this can't be it.. this can't be the end.
I'm not dying yet, and I won't let this end
We've known each other to long to let something so small
Hurt us like this and cause this fall
that is turning us both black and blue from the inside
to the little things that caused us pain...
I trust you.. I love you.. Please talk to me agian.
Just the sound of your voice makes me shiver to my toes
and I've lost all feeling now that your not home.
Please return to me as soon as you can... I promise..
I'll be a new man.. I won't let go... I won't ever let go
I can't let go of you.. It's too soon to let it all slip by
Like a bird that hurts it's wing and never gets to fly
This is not how it's meant to be, and you know me
I'll give up anything just to fly together again.
-->
I can't help it anymore
You've ditched me
but what was that for?
You spent the whole week before
with some "friend" and nothing more
What would you believe?
Jealousy
It's all I have
now that your gone!
->
awoke from a dream
you were still there
this dream went on forever
and I didn't care
I was content
just like you appeared
in a bright flash of light
you've disappeared into the night
This is a cruel dream.
REALITY
->
Why wasn't I born the heartless one?
I could look at the past and say...
she was just another piece of ass
but It's not for me... I have a heart
And there isn't much left of it to break apart
I think I'm done.. you've shattered my heart
I'd rather not pretend to understand
I'm clueless..and I will always be
now that you are no longer with me
I question reality
It's always playing tricks on me
and thats suppose to be my good trait
It's also the thing that seals my fate
I'm alone
I'm alone
I wish you were coming home
->
You judge me through your eyes
and all you see is not where truth lies
All the knowledge in the world will not make you better
Rhyme or Meter, it doesn't matter
It's all about feeling
Narcississm is all about ignorance
Living is all about learning past tense.
and you are making no sense.
->
The taste of your lips
is still on mine
But I'm alone
and thats fine
I don't want his germs
I hope he enjoys mine
How can I cry?
It's all a waste of time
You care about someone
and in the end it was lies.
->
I'm on a distructive path
and nothings stopping me
I'm looking toward the future
of living without me
I've had enough of the past
and I've dreamed enough of the future
I've had enough of this medicine
It's hurt me
It's killing me
It's killed me
I cease to exist.
-->
I remember the song
the touch
the feeling
the warmth
inside me
and it was all a dream
dreams are cruel
->
After hours of crying because your not here
I've passed out alone, and it's not fair
Two plus years, hundreds of days...
I opened my eyes and cried in a daze
Maybe I'm just having a nightmare
and when wake up you'll be there next to me
This is no nightmare, it's my new reality
If this is what I have to look forward to
I'd rather not wake up again..
wake up from my dreams of lying next to you
->
I don't know how to sleep
without you in my arms
and I don't want to learn now.
The more I'm alone the better
I'm suppose to feel right?
How come I still can feel?
This pain is more then I can handle
and I don't want you to suffer
I just want you to know...
I love you now.. and forever
Forever is how long it will be
before I forget you and me.
->
I woke up in a room full of OUR stuff
and you weren't next to me and thats rough
Not because you haven't been out before
but now it's more final, longer then before
I'm afraid to think this may be the end of it all
Here's to hoping that its a temporary solve
to a problem that was ours and easier then this solution
Because this just reminds me of how stupid I can be
and how a little pissyness can destroy my sweetie
I regret chasing you away... as much as I regret
letting go of you, and it hurts me even more
to imagine life without you, and if you feel like I do
Come home, and I'll never hurt you
->
Whats this? A going away gift?
I'd rather have you and nothing else
You have been running through my mind
and all I can think of is all of the time
we spent together, in each others hand
this can't be it.. this can't be the end.
I'm not dying yet, and I won't let this end
We've known each other to long to let something so small
Hurt us like this and cause this fall
that is turning us both black and blue from the inside
to the little things that caused us pain...
I trust you.. I love you.. Please talk to me agian.
Just the sound of your voice makes me shiver to my toes
and I've lost all feeling now that your not home.
Please return to me as soon as you can... I promise..
I'll be a new man.. I won't let go... I won't ever let go
I can't let go of you.. It's too soon to let it all slip by
Like a bird that hurts it's wing and never gets to fly
This is not how it's meant to be, and you know me
I'll give up anything just to fly together again.
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