Braindamage?

frightnight

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Hi folks,

it started when I remember right when I was 15, a teenage weedsmoker: When I was out at nights I sometimes saw the color purple, mostly when I spin my head or often at the side of the streets when I was driving in cars. I told myself it would be perhaps an eyeproblem, and when it would be getting more serious I would consult a doctor and get some glasses. Then one day I got to the doctor and he found nothing.
The years passed on and one weekend I was off with my family to the netherlands. For that event I ve done a weedpause of one week to get a fullflash with the next joint/bong. But on the road I got ill, had bad earpains (perhaps due to pressure difference on the road) and the whole weekend I kept ill. I smoked some and I was just feeling more ill, and I saw this purple color again even stronger. pain in the head .. Crazy...
years later, perhaps two or so, we had ecstasy at a party, and at one moment (perhaps after 3 pills) I saw in every eye of the other people a lil red spot. That was strange and kept on for perphaps one minute. They looked like zombies. It was just the light I think I saw red, like a cam get the red eyes at photos. That night I looked at the mirror and one pupil was super small, the other was huge. I looked like a cartooncharacter.
Since than I allways saw red dots around things when I was high on mdma (or other stuff in the pills, because on mdma pure I didnt have that problem) so I kicked it up and didnt take any pills no more.
Sometimes when I got high on speed it was the same.
Nowadays I saw this purple color really often, and at night in bed its like a purple jellyfish, like you push a finger on an lcd-display, ....
I recognize the red color very well when I look at a black and white movie...between black and white fields, for e. at the horizont of a scene of a field.
Additionally I ve got serious neck problems since years, but the doctors say its just a bearing problem. My brain was scanned and no issues were found.
Are there people who got problems like mine?

edit: I forgot to tell about one mushroom experience of mine. After the experince night, in the morning when Iwoke up I saw green, just for a few seconds, perhaps 5 seconds, but it was all green. The strain was psycotruffels, dont know the real botany name. Perhaps it also has something to do with the whole thing. I know its a complex problem, but I just had to write about it.
 
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