Making_an_effort
Greenlighter
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http://www.bluelight.org/vb/archive/index.php/t-504764.html
I was reading this thread and started to get paranoid. I have not used heroin for about 6 months. Before that, I was using for about a year and a half. I never shot it; I only blew it. I was using at my peak around four times per week. I abandoned the habit because I have seen what can happen. I was a "chipper" but I still consider myself an addict.
There were several times (probably around 10) where I definitely did too much dope and woke up gasping for air. The gasping only happened a few times. It was like sleep apnea or something.
I have probably damaged my brain from oxygen deprivation caused by opiate use.... I definitely feel more sluggish in general. I have nodded too many times to count. For any long term addicts that recovered out there who can relate to what I am talking about... am I overreacting or do you think that this is a valid concern?
Also, I just want different perspectives on this in general.
I was reading this thread and started to get paranoid. I have not used heroin for about 6 months. Before that, I was using for about a year and a half. I never shot it; I only blew it. I was using at my peak around four times per week. I abandoned the habit because I have seen what can happen. I was a "chipper" but I still consider myself an addict.
There were several times (probably around 10) where I definitely did too much dope and woke up gasping for air. The gasping only happened a few times. It was like sleep apnea or something.
I have probably damaged my brain from oxygen deprivation caused by opiate use.... I definitely feel more sluggish in general. I have nodded too many times to count. For any long term addicts that recovered out there who can relate to what I am talking about... am I overreacting or do you think that this is a valid concern?
Also, I just want different perspectives on this in general.
