I posted some information on the DS on BPD becuase I think a lot of ppl don't understand why I act or react the way I do and I really can't yet control it.
But it hadn't gone well. It has become about self-diagnosis. I'm not, Medication and the Advice to
Kill yourself or lean to cope. You know thats the mind of the borderline. It plays the painful things over and over and over again.
You're on drugs. (When I'm clean and refuse to take it back, wont' test, just holds it over my head)
You're so stupid you can't kill yourself right.
I always knew you were a bitch and a whore and a slut...
I am ashamed of the way you live your life.
You do everything for attention. You're just an attention whore.
I guess thats why the step-families emotional abuse hurt so much. Because NO MATTER WHAT I DID, it was wrong. I ate, I was fat. I didn't I had an E.D. I slept in, I was lazy. I didn't, I was sucking up on and on and on and my dad never made it stop.
"Kids will be kids." Not when there is ONE TARGET, deeply depressed and suicidal at 13. Now I don't see them or my dad very often...
I remember... I remember it all. So if you give a damn. THINK! Before you "speak" becuase it can't be taken back and lord knows the damage that can be done.
But it hadn't gone well. It has become about self-diagnosis. I'm not, Medication and the Advice to
Kill yourself or lean to cope. You know thats the mind of the borderline. It plays the painful things over and over and over again.
You're on drugs. (When I'm clean and refuse to take it back, wont' test, just holds it over my head)
You're so stupid you can't kill yourself right.
I always knew you were a bitch and a whore and a slut...
I am ashamed of the way you live your life.
You do everything for attention. You're just an attention whore.
I guess thats why the step-families emotional abuse hurt so much. Because NO MATTER WHAT I DID, it was wrong. I ate, I was fat. I didn't I had an E.D. I slept in, I was lazy. I didn't, I was sucking up on and on and on and my dad never made it stop.
"Kids will be kids." Not when there is ONE TARGET, deeply depressed and suicidal at 13. Now I don't see them or my dad very often...
I remember... I remember it all. So if you give a damn. THINK! Before you "speak" becuase it can't be taken back and lord knows the damage that can be done.